What symptoms of your mental illness bother you the most and contribute the modt to your decision to ctb?

[Ww42]

For me it's the anhedonia, anergia, and hypersomnia. I'm tired with no energy for life all the time, and just think it's my body telling me that it's done with this world. That it needs eternal rest. Maybe then I can catch up on my sleep

 

[divinemistress36]

Not being able to control my emotions, anhedonia, memory loss, ptsd

 

[akwa]

The PTSD. Sleep disturbances, flashbacks, and fear responses. And obsessiveness, which I've always had, but I can't stop obsessing over why and trying to figure out how to make it all stop. I can't take this shit anymore.