ASp4E
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- May 23, 2024
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To clarify I'm considering the viability of voluntarily being NEET. That state seems to be significantly more peaceful, but yet would that risk reducing drive substantially and delaying CTB if you don't have a current major contributing factor? For me the decision to CTB is logical regardless of current circumstances, so it's not that I wouldn't want to die, but rather that I'm worried I might be inclined to procrastinate on it. Said procrastination would be detrimental as it would reduce my time-frame for preparation and increase the risk of failing or maybe permanently entering a worse economic position. On the other hand maybe I could create stress factors afterwards, like telling people I'm a sexuality/gender they hate fundamentally, try to cut off friendships, self-harm, etc. What do you think?