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Oathkeeper

Oathkeeper

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Nov 1, 2023
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I've been drinking excessively for days now and just can't seem to push through. I get so close every time, but even being pretty drunk hasn't been enough to get me past the survival instinct barrier. I don't really have the tolerance to drink too heavily unless I want to get sick instead.

Is there anything else? Marijuana is too mellowing.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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Maybe benzos
 
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UnwindingStar

UnwindingStar

The one who almost got away
Feb 14, 2023
40
I would recommend benzos, but also suggest finding ways to practice or accept it will be part of the transition. It's a grim fact and it's probably the reason many of us are still here, but if this is your fate than it's just one last hill to overcome. A small one, in hindsight
 
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Oathkeeper

Oathkeeper

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Nov 1, 2023
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Thanks for the advice guys. I've partaken in a number of substances before for recreational use, but never benzos. What can I expect as far as feeling? How many would I need?
 
UnwindingStar

UnwindingStar

The one who almost got away
Feb 14, 2023
40
When I take benzos, I mellow out and completely chill. Almost uncharacteristically chill. Sometimes, so chill, I find myself waking up the next day with no recollection of dosing off, and sometimes my short term memory is affected. Its supposed to treat anxiety so you may not experience any once you've taken a benzo.
Thanks for the advice guys. I've partaken in a number of substances before for recreational use, but never benzos. What can I expect as far as feeling? How many would I need?
 
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LifeIsBS

Soon
Jun 1, 2024
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When I take benzos, I mellow out and completely chill. Almost uncharacteristically chill. Sometimes, so chill, I find myself waking up the next day with no recollection of dosing off, and sometimes my short term memory is affected. Its supposed to treat anxiety so you may not experience any once you've taken a benzo.
hi, i am sorry if it sounds stupid but now that i searched online and found that there are multiple types of benzos, is there a specific type that i should look for?
 
UnwindingStar

UnwindingStar

The one who almost got away
Feb 14, 2023
40
If you want a guaranteed affect, at least go for xanax (alprazolam). Any of the smaller mg doses should do the trick.

And you don't sound stupid. If you have any other questions, feel free to reach out.
 

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