I was the caretaker of my dying mother. And I was suicidal back then, too. That was the last time I had to think about a funeral (my own) or the effects of my death on others. The benefits of having no one in my life are no guilt and no additional hassles.
Good luck to everyone else in your considerations.
Claire de Lune by Debussy and Somewhere over the Rainbow by Israel Kamakawiwo'ole.
But I'm not getting a funeral. My parents are separated and I'm staying with my mom, and she's told me she's just gonna have me cremated and fedex my ashes to my dad. My only brother committed suicide last year and my dad had a funeral for him, had him cremated, so I guess I'll 'complete the set'.
Before I got suicidal I had a very bad health and I was really scared of death (funny uhm?) and I made a list with songs for my funeral. My best friend knows where that paper is hidden, just in case. Well, we didn't talk about that recently but I can't remind him since he will suspect (he knows that my health is better than ever nd sadly... I made some "subtle" comments about wanting to CTB a year ago or so and he got super mad at me, so if I rememeber him the list, he will suspect).
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