Ahhh I am thinking the same, a tree with a view and possibly a sunrise/set.

I know most use a ladder or chair but I don't know why but I really want to fall from the branch, just a gentle push off yanno? But wonder if this could be problematic.
@Kattt Yeah, was gonna fast but not gonna bother, since apparently can still have accidents soooooo will prolly have courage drinks / doobie, and if I have an appetite can indulge too. Don't wanna wear a nappy though,

it's so cold, will definitely be layered up maybe it could hide it?

Gross though, didn't think I'd have take this into consideration when planning this way!
@NHLTradeRumor Ahhh I'm so sorry you went through that.

I went through something similar, it can be overwhelming processing what's happened and the extreme emotions you feel. How are you feeling? I hope you are being treated with dignity and respect. Do you think you'll try again?