what should a failure do in their life?

[girlsboysthems]

Failing at life, relationships, health, education and the worst of it at CTB.
I feel like garbage for good friends i lost,
im falling behind in life like i always was in school and in hobbies,
im attending a private university because i have never i life had more than mandatory (50%) attendence in elementary or high school, university didnt care about attendence until a year ago and i got fucked royally,
failing CTB is the worst thing and the biggest regret in life (three times mind you).

what does a fuck up do when you even fail at suicide???

 

[Dejected 55]

Right there with you, including a recent failed attempt... and I find myself in a very real limbo of not knowing how to feel or what to do... and knowing I can't measurably improve my life but I also can't seem to end it either. I wish I had the answer... and if I did I would freely share it with all who suffer so they would know too.

 

[nails]

i'm in the same situation, i just posted a very similar thread and then saw this.
it's not much, but all i can say is that i hope you find some peace. a lot of the users here, including myself, have failed ctb so many times. there are just so many factors that go into dying and no one deserves to feel like a failure over surviving or even backing out of an attempt.
being stuck in this life when everything around you has gone to shit just isn't fair at all. again, i hope you find some peace or relief soon.

 

[ZornTheDreaded]

being born here is an automatic fail imo