I'm new to this website so I'm not exactly sure how it works. I just wanted to know, does anyone have advice on the best method for ending my life with these in mind?:
I want to have a particularly painful death. I can't exactly make it quick and painless with what I have, so I was wondering if overdosing on St. John's Wort tablets (I'm not entirely sure on how they work yet) could do the trick? I am aware that the likelihood of it failing is fairly high so I'm not considering it just yet. I don't want the attempt to take time because I'm a little cautious about it, so I was also considering damaging my wrist; it won't take longer than 20 minutes as far as I'm aware. There is a station nearby but I'd rather burn alive than go there, because of good memories (and I seriously don't want a stranger to deal with my suicide - train driver I mean). I don't have much else I'm capable of. I could poison myself (with extremely toxic substances) but that would bring too much attention.
I must admit, I am worrying for my partner and relatives. I would like them to have all the methods on the planet to cope.. This is very selfish of me, but I know that it is the best thing to do, as I have been a burden for too long (this isn't only negative self-talk, I have put a lot of weight on people and it is clear the weight can only get heavier). If anyone could help me out with all of this, I'd be grateful. Thank you for reading this through.
Also, I am open to any ideas you have. I have a lot of time to figure this out, so I would appreciate any extra advice on anything outstanding
I want to have a particularly painful death. I can't exactly make it quick and painless with what I have, so I was wondering if overdosing on St. John's Wort tablets (I'm not entirely sure on how they work yet) could do the trick? I am aware that the likelihood of it failing is fairly high so I'm not considering it just yet. I don't want the attempt to take time because I'm a little cautious about it, so I was also considering damaging my wrist; it won't take longer than 20 minutes as far as I'm aware. There is a station nearby but I'd rather burn alive than go there, because of good memories (and I seriously don't want a stranger to deal with my suicide - train driver I mean). I don't have much else I'm capable of. I could poison myself (with extremely toxic substances) but that would bring too much attention.
I must admit, I am worrying for my partner and relatives. I would like them to have all the methods on the planet to cope.. This is very selfish of me, but I know that it is the best thing to do, as I have been a burden for too long (this isn't only negative self-talk, I have put a lot of weight on people and it is clear the weight can only get heavier). If anyone could help me out with all of this, I'd be grateful. Thank you for reading this through.
Also, I am open to any ideas you have. I have a lot of time to figure this out, so I would appreciate any extra advice on anything outstanding
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