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CTB Fella

CTB Fella

Experienced
Dec 15, 2022
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On my attempt days, I may not be "feeling it" when I wake up, so I have to intentionally trigger myself.

I've become quite good at it.

Some of my methods include:

  • Alcohol
  • Music
  • Poems
  • Chanting
  • Reflecting on the fact that life is of no interest to me
  • Speaking to Samaritans (I know, that's not what they're intended for)

Once I set a day, there's no turning back for me. I would see it as being a coward, so sometimes I have to force myself. Downing 200+ tablets can induce gagging, if your technique isn't right. Being triggered helps you to focus.

How about you? What methods do you use?
 
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