• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block.

CTB Fella

CTB Fella

Experienced
Dec 15, 2022
268
On my attempt days, I may not be "feeling it" when I wake up, so I have to intentionally trigger myself.

I've become quite good at it.

Some of my methods include:

  • Alcohol
  • Music
  • Poems
  • Chanting
  • Reflecting on the fact that life is of no interest to me
  • Speaking to Samaritans (I know, that's not what they're intended for)

Once I set a day, there's no turning back for me. I would see it as being a coward, so sometimes I have to force myself. Downing 200+ tablets can induce gagging, if your technique isn't right. Being triggered helps you to focus.

How about you? What methods do you use?
 
  • Like
Reactions: dyn00ss

Similar threads

O
Replies
5
Views
815
Suicide Discussion
Amarajoy
Amarajoy
slitwristsbleedcold
Replies
6
Views
322
Suicide Discussion
Irisse
Irisse
diseasedstreetcat
Replies
33
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
FoxSauce
FoxSauce
diseasedstreetcat
Replies
15
Views
618
Offtopic
perishsong
perishsong