Discussion What method would you choose if you needed to do it desperately and quickly, with no time to get supplies for a peaceful method?

[Undead]

Imagine the following situation, you have a serious illness with no medical explanation... With each passing day it gets worse and takes you to a vegetative state. You are losing your cognitive and reasoning ability. His life became an unbearable suffering with no prospect of improvement. You've tried every possible alternative to keep surviving, but nothing has worked and your life is no longer the slightest pleasure. You can no longer fit into the world and do basic things. How to leave the house, go to the supermarket, work. It's trapped inside your head, just surviving. But the day is approaching when you will have no one else and you will become homeless and there will be no other option but to kill yourself. You don't have many options, no money and time. What desperate method would you use?

 

[FuneralCry]

I think if things were that bad and I was that desperate, I would probably ctb by hanging. That is my most likely method anyway as it is the most accessible one for me.

 

[hopelessgirl]

I think if things were that bad and I was that desperate, I would probably ctb by hanging. That is my most likely method anyway as it is the most accessible one for me.

I agree. that or jumping in front of a train.

 

[MusicToLogIn]

how quick does the train need to go though?
Ill go with the 30g+ paracetamol way, even though i dont know if its lethal

 

[hopelessgirl]

how quick does the train need to go though?
Ill go with the 30g+ paracetamol way, even though i dont know if its lethal

Ive actually read a thread now about the trains... seems like it's not that obv after all (it is the "If you had to go with train, what sub-method would you choose?). I also am considering paracetamol because Im so desperate... It will work, but it is one of the most painful ones, I've been told by a medical student I dated during my years at university. It literally makes your kidneys and liver fail (or one of those don't remember). But extremely painful and slow. And you do not loose consciousness. I would however prefer a painful death lasting a month, than living another 50 years. Also it is easily obtainable.

 

[Undead]

I think if things were that bad and I was that desperate, I would probably ctb by hanging. That is my most likely method anyway as it is the most accessible one for me.

It would also be my most likely method, the hard part is overcoming the survival instinct and the fear of not passing out and going through a long agony.

 

[Undead]

I would really consider jumping in front of the train. But the survival rate scares me. It must be extremely horrible to survive this to live in an even worse situation.

I agree. that or jumping in front of a train.

 

[AnxiousAngel21]

As someone who has tried multiple times to OD on pills, over counter and prescription, i would strongly suggest you have a rethink about the paracetamol. Been there, done it, got the vomit stained t shit....it is highly unlikely to be successful but you will feel so horrendous you will wish even more that it had been

 

[hopelessgirl]

It would also be my most likely method, the hard part is overcoming the survival instinct and the fear of not passing out and going through a long agony.

I've imagined that if one day Im too desperate, I would try to go through with the long drop to make the neck break instantly. Even though Ive read it is hard to calculate. People here also seem to care about people finding them with their head decapitated. Personally, I know this sounds egoistic, but I wouldn't care. Because I have nothing left for this world. Even though being decapitated grosses me out and scares me, it is for sure a 100% effective method.

 

[MusicToLogIn]

How much paracetamol did you take? how quick does the train need to go to be deadly?
I already thought about setting myself on fire too, cause im running out of options.

 

[littlelungs]

I would have to echo what some of the others have said so far: I'd definitely go with hanging. Don't get me wrong, the SI is very powerful (but that can be said about all methods), but it's reliable (again, if done right, just like any other method), it takes very little time to actually pass out, and you can basically just use whatever you've already got... no fancy ropes, no background checks, no stress about sketchy dealers, losing a supplier or getting through customs, no need to construct bags or hook up tubes to anything, no need to seal up rooms or worry about harming someone (physically) with your method... etc.

So, yeah, if I were in such a situation then I would definitely go with hanging.

 

[Undead]

I'd jump. I have options and I still want to jump. Precious little time for SI to kick in. And then over.

What if the place where you live didn't have access to buildings tall enough for that?

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I'd try drowning in the ocean. It's what my great grandfather did when he was desperate to kill himself and it worked.

 

[MusicToLogIn]

none of you guys are answering my questions, so rude of you...

 

[hopelessgirl]

none of you guys are answering my questions, so rude of you...

:( I´ve never tried the paracetamol and I don't know about the train speed, but I know they go faster further away from stations and away from cities. As to paracetamol, it is extremely toxic. that is why it is written on the packages to never take more than three pills a day.

 

[AnxiousAngel21]

I have no idea bout train, but its a frikkin train, if its moving then not going to be great unding up underneath it. As for the paracetamol, I'm out of that one sorry, would feel weird suggesting an amount to you when I've literally just said I wouldn't recommend it. I'm sure the info will be on here somewhere...

 

[Undead]

I've imagined that if one day Im too desperate, I would try to go through with the long drop to make the neck break instantly. Even though Ive read it is hard to calculate. People here also seem to care about people finding them with their head decapitated. Personally, I know this sounds egoistic, but I wouldn't care. Because I have nothing left for this world. Even though being decapitated grosses me out and scares me, it is for sure a 100% effective method.

I don't feel selfish and personally I don't care how I will be found after I die. Being beheaded seems to be 100% effective... When I'm desperate, I consider jumping headfirst onto the wheels of a long truck. Painful but quick and instant. What prevents me are moral issues of traumatizing the driver and needing to use someone else involuntarily to help my death.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Train speed doesn't matter if you lay your neck across the track. Something that size and mass is gonna take your head right off no matter how fast it's going.

 

[Undead]

Eu teria que repetir o que alguns dos outros disseram até agora: eu definitivamente com iria. Não me interpretem mal, o SI é muito poderoso (mas isso pode ser dito sobre todos os métodos), mas é confiável (, se feito corretamente, como qualquer outro método), leva muito pouco tempo para realmente desmaiar, e você pode basicamente usar tudo o que já tem ... sem cordas extravagantes, sem verificações de antecedentes, sem estresse sobre revendedores imprecisos, perder um fornecedor ou passar pela alfândega, sem necessidade de construir bolsas ou conectar tubos a qualquer coisa, não precisa selar quartos ou se preocupar em machucar alguém (fisicamente) com seu método ... etc.

Então, sim, se eu estava em tal situação, definitivamente iria com o enforcamento.

It seems like the most likely method, but many people can't press the right spot to pass out. In particular, I've tried to locate and press on my carotid arteries several times and have never come close to passing out, and I can't imagine doing that if I can't go unconscious.

 

[MusicToLogIn]

You are scared kitty XD AnxiousAngel I'm just curious for what you done. That's the truth. About the train method though. Is it enough If it rolls slow just to jump in front of one. Or will it push me away. Don't have a spot nearby where I can lay myself down.
Yes I looked threw the method section. I might choose a less peaceful method, if I'm in a rush but that's just sad as it can be. That's what the forum is for. To find a peaceful way.

 

[summers]

I hate the idea of rushing ctb, but if I absolutely had to in very short time, I would go with severing an artery. Probably the brachial in the arm, as on me, that would be very easy to get to.

 

[AnxiousAngel21]

Haha scared kitty indeed. I'm at a loss for what to say to you now, your chosen methods are terrible, and I think you should do yourself a favour and do some more research into them, you don't need to go out so painfully, there are lots of alternatives on this site. Also with the train, got to think a little of the poor soul driving, plowing into someone probably doesn't make their day, and could inadvertently cause their suicide when they hounded by the ptsd give them..

 

[MusicToLogIn]

Well. I would like to take overdose. But I just can't find the medicamentations that are obtainable to me. So I'm flirting with paracetamol and aspirine. But people aren't that open and honest to me on what exactly they took/did. For example. I have anti emetics available to me. So I don't have worry about that. I easily can get anti- acids too. But can't get SN. So if you know a more peaceful way. Feel free to share it with me. You might save me from lots of worries. Thx for your replies.

 

[Disco Biscuit]

Ive actually read a thread now about the trains... seems like it's not that obv after all (it is the "If you had to go with train, what sub-method would you choose?). I also am considering paracetamol because Im so desperate... It will work, but it is one of the most painful ones, I've been told by a medical student I dated during my years at university. It literally makes your kidneys and liver fail (or one of those don't remember). But extremely painful and slow. And you do not loose consciousness. I would however prefer a painful death lasting a month, than living another 50 years. Also it is easily obtainable.

A friend of a friend died from a paracetomol overdose and apparently it was the most horrific death imaginable. He died in agony and there was nothing the doctors could do for him. It took him over a week to die, in pain.

Why would you want to put yourself through this?

 

[MusicToLogIn]

Because 2 weeks pain is better than years of suffering. The other options don't feel/fit me right. So I'd like to overdose, the question is how do I do that. It's feels more in tune of who I am. That's why I'd like to know more of overdose. But people don't seem that eager to open up and educate me a little. Thx again much appreciated.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

how quick does the train need to go though?
Ill go with the 30g+ paracetamol way, even though i dont know if its lethal

Yes it is Lethal! Paracetamol Overdose is a brutally painful way to CTB, it takes 2-3 weeks to die, you start shutting down after 3-days and you bleed heavily from every orifice for the next 2-3 weeks before you finally gasp your last, it is one of the most unpleasant ways to CTB!

 

[MusicToLogIn]

I believe you guys. How much would it take to overdose from it? 30+ grams is enough? Should I take it with antiacids?
Just theoretically. Would like to know more. Thx for your replies much appreciated.

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

- H2S (Hydrogen Sulfide) can be created by mixing various household chemicals.
- Partial / full hanging.
- Liquid Nicotine (? not sure about the dosage) can be made by pack of cigarettes.

 

[apathetic.]

Hanging without worrying about the pain or something going wrong. :3

 

[exhausteduntreatable]

Jumping from one of our many bridges. A local man who went missing in a state of distress last month was just recovered from the river. Last seen by a bridge. It has a pretty high success rate.