Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
Nothing. I'm just waiting the SN to arrive. The only thing I move from my bed it's to try the night night method
 
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Rockman

Rockman

Experienced
Feb 9, 2020
208
Nurses in psych ward.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
If I'm gone no ones gonna take care of him
I understand staying alive for your pet and know that bond of love can be unbreakable. It's so nice to hear of another animal lover who feels the responsibility of caring for a pet is one that cannot be broken.
When I wake up in the morning which is usually around 2 a.m. then 4 a.m again, I have internal tremors like an earthquake inside my body. Everything from my chest down is shaking violently but its' inside and can't be seen. It wakes me up. It lasts an hour after I wake up or often several hours. It is probably from having MS. It's horrible. I wake up with horror. Every.. single... day, it's horror as soon as I wake. Feeling that, knowing the unbearable unsolvable problems I face with no solution.
 
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harkovv

harkovv

Everybody's different. Everybody's special. TCS.
Jul 14, 2020
94
My hobby. I feel really happy when I can do something and show results to other people. Also I am collecting a lot of things, im searching for rare wrestling items everyday and i spend half a day on it. A lil thing that makes me happy and i enjoy my days.
 
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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
376
Honestly nothing. Im only here because taking my life is just not that easy. I dont enjoy anything. Litterly nothing
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,565
I understand staying alive for your pet and know that bond of love can be unbreakable. It's so nice to hear of another animal lover who feels the responsibility of caring for a pet is one that cannot be broken.
When I wake up in the morning which is usually around 2 a.m. then 4 a.m again, I have internal tremors like an earthquake inside my body. Everything from my chest down is shaking violently but its' inside and can't be seen. It wakes me up. It lasts an hour after I wake up or often several hours. It is probably from having MS. It's horrible. I wake up with horror. Every.. single... day, it's horror as soon as I wake. Feeling that, knowing the unbearable unsolvable problems I face with no solution.
Damn I'm so sorry, that sounds terrifying.
 
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Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
784
I need to pee/shit, then I'm up and might as well smoke a bong
 
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Kain10th

Member
May 7, 2020
99
the small sliver of hope that things will get better
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,877
Only SI.
 
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Zhontafly

Zhontafly

Student
Jul 16, 2020
182
Biology/SI, family and friends, the stress and obligations the world sets on us, noisy neighbors, construction work outside, partying university kids, pain and discomfort, having to piss like a racehorse, the urgent need to shit like an elephant, sunlight pouring in through 2 gigantic windows and the Great Mystery.
 
Breadbfra

Breadbfra

Specialist
Jul 16, 2020
374
My parents. My dogs. My girlfriend. The idea of covid19 going away in a couple of years, thinking I'm going to have a family. But my depression just keeps getting worse, so it's more a matter of "I wake up everyday because my death for them will be unsustainable"
 
Zhontafly

Zhontafly

Student
Jul 16, 2020
182
Nurses in psych ward.
Been there and done that. Recently got out of the hospital, woken constantly through the day and a couple times at night. Also, had 6 roommates, 2 of which were chronic snorers and then there was the part time blasting of trumpet flatulence.
She will not stop pestering me until I get out of bed.
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*talks to your cat* Hey there beautiful! :)
Your kind should probably take over the planet. Just make sure to focus on exterminating the fleas!
 
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RRH

RRH

Student
Jan 5, 2019
105
No choice.

Despite having my N, my functioning is too poor to plan a proper exit. And I'm afraid to go through with it.
 
Angina

Angina

>>AnginA<<
Jun 27, 2020
81
Well, a couple of things I guess, but one of them is that I still have few dozens of unread comic books I ordered earlier.
And I mean really good stuff.
Once at work I mentioned watching cartoons/anime online and that "lady" laughed. They know nothing. And her interests? None. Taking care of her brats and pleasing "hubby" in bed. So mature...
 
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Shinkansen

Shinkansen

life is pain
Jul 14, 2020
615
the curiosity to see how much the next day will suck.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
Dumb stupid hope that i can have the things I want.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
You guys sound great to me, like real people. I feel connected, something I'm not used to, thank you everyone.
 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
1,874
Lack of courage and mental strength to supress my SI as well as a strong feeling of responsability towards my loving parents and my family in general.
 
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Bruces

Specialist
May 11, 2020
389
I wish I didn't I'd happily die in my sleep
 
strawberryfield

strawberryfield

Member
Jul 10, 2020
55
nothing really, the only reason i wake up is because i have nothing better to do
 
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TotallyIsolated

Mage
Nov 25, 2019
590
Guilt or stress. I lie awake in bed not wanting to move but getting increasingly anxious until I'm late for something important, and THEN I'll get up.

Sometimes just hunger if I have nothing to do and I've been in bed for like 20 hours.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
My family - husband, mother, puppy. I'm not living for myself at this point. The only reason I carry on is to spare the feelings of others.
 
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lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
I love getting up just to open my door and see my dog be so happy to see me.
 
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FreddieQuell

FreddieQuell

:):
Apr 14, 2020
80
Trying to stay alive for another day out of guilt towards my parents mostly
 

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