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Elementalist
Jul 26, 2020
817
Not much, probably for the last 30 years. There's hobbys to distract me but they don't really bring happiness, and those feel like things I should do since I already spent the money on them. I guess finishing a book would be close, but again just means to start on the remaining pile of books waiting.
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
1,913
My cats.
All of the cats. And most other animals too.
Watching videos about places far away from here. I would love if I could travel some day.
Videogames.
Booze.
Having free time.
Going out to places. Restaurants, cinemas...heck I even enjoy sitting in line in a nice doctor's office.
Coffee.
Coloring.
Food. God I love food, I could never be skinny.

I guess I could be a relatively happy person, if I wasn't starving and in pain...
 
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Elementalist
Jul 26, 2020
817
Definitely! I just got a Turkish style coffee pot, cezve, to try out some grounds that were included in an order from Turkey. A new coffee experience coming.
 
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Error1987

Error1987

Member
Aug 22, 2020
16
Idk even what happy is anymore
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Name some things that make you happy
now that I have no pets, nothing. All I have is the occasional brief distraction from my unbearable situation. My most joyful moment every day is when my tremors let up.
 
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pua

Member
Nov 19, 2019
64
sleep with 500+ girls,i think iam a maniac
 
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miseryh8scompany

miseryh8scompany

Student
Dec 20, 2019
120
opiates are pretty much the only thing that make me feel good anymore
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
A single thing would: hearing A.F. is dead. Today, not tomorrow. Right now, not five minutes later.
 
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Deathbydemo

Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
My puppy
When my husband smiles, plays on the piano, or cuddles me
A choir singing with pristine blend, clear tone, and perfect intonation
Dairy Queen ice cream cakes
Winning in Mario Kart
Chatting with my former students
Meeting another Harry Potter fan
Singing in the shower
Playing with my goddaughters
A really fine glass of wine
I have to say... this answer genuinely warmed my heart. ❤️
A single thing would: hearing A.F. is dead. Today, not tomorrow. Right now, not five minutes later.
What is A.F?
 
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It'sNotLookingGood

It'sNotLookingGood

You Know I Couldn't Last
Mar 1, 2020
221
Family who are there for me
Friends I have a connection with
Getting high
My dog:)

Probably about it, maybe watching some good sport too:)
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Honestly what makes me happy is having enough money to pay my rent and buy food. That's what my life is all about now. Nothing else.
 
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lobster salad

lobster salad

overcooked :(
Aug 27, 2020
251
I distract myself from unhappyness and the reality of life by reading and watching stuff on the internet
 
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mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

mahakaliSS_MahaDurga

Visionary
Apr 2, 2020
2,399
This forum. I could be here my every waking hour.
 
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Conker

Conker

Specialist
Oct 22, 2019
351
Going beyond the great void, and imagining a wonderful high tech clean energy future where benevolent folks like Nikola Tesla would be in charge.

Besides that just the usual normal stuff keeps me content..

That's 1 of my biggest questions nowadays, whether or not free clean energy tech was an actual branching path that huemanitree could've been guided onto.. or if it was just a fun exaggerated theory.
 
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feast or famine

feast or famine

Tell Patient Zero he can have his rib back.
Jun 15, 2020
313
Music, movies, my nephews, my dog.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
The thought that this hell will be over with in the near-future.
 
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Dust

Member
Mar 6, 2019
14
I can't think of anything that does consistently. The idea of dying makes me feel less sad but not quite happy.
 
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inflammed123

Student
Sep 9, 2020
117
nothing right now. at a dead end in life. either ctb or move forward. think my AD is making things worse too.:smiling:
 
_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,142
thinking about ctb
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
opiates are pretty much the only thing that make me feel good anymore
You are very lucky to have a doctor who prescribes them if that's how you get them. It would be life changing for me to get those.
 
minkymomo

minkymomo

questioning
Aug 3, 2020
17
sleeping
my ex feeling bad for me knowing im still in love with him and sending me hearts
weed/alcohol
:/
thats it
 

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