chasedtheWind

chasedtheWind

Nemendsitall
Oct 11, 2020
18
The futility of life...
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,628
I like the name max and I thought it would be cool to add "to the max". I now regret it because of @Mm80
 
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Mm80

Mm80

Enlightened
May 15, 2019
1,604
I like the name max and I thought it would be cool to add "to the max". I now regret it because of @Mm80
You picked your user name to reflect your attitude towards your credit cards
 
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Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,628
You picked your user name to reflect your attitude towards your credit cards
You'll run out of max jokes one day
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,589
Character from one of my favourite books.
 
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InterstateFlowers

InterstateFlowers

Experienced
Apr 16, 2020
236
I hate driving on the interstate and I love flowers a lot. Pink roses are my favorite.
 
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MrBigSad

MrBigSad

Experienced
Sep 30, 2020
216
I'm large and incharge (fat and sad)
 
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Silenos

Silenos

Ṿ̸̄Ọ̶͂Ỉ̶͉D̴̞͝ ̴̲̐A̷̾͜W̷̪͒Ā̵̯I̵͍̅T̵̛͔S̷̗͛
Jul 25, 2020
1,057
This song by my favourite band. Pimeä is Finnish for 'dark', which is pretty edgy, but the song is epic (if you're into metal).



Translated lyrics if you're interested:
Step inside the hall of perdition
Not even the shadows have invited you
What can you hear, what can you feel?
Someone breathing timidly gasping for air
Whispers echo endlessly
And you know that there is no one here

Horror lurks wherever you hide it
Would you forsake your life to escape?

There is nothing in this world
No life left in emptiness
Those you fear are afraid of no one
You are alone and you don't know where

Silent steps echo in the deep waters
While all is beautiful under a dying sun

Under the branches of dead trees
You sit and listen to dead birds
The night leaves you believing in nothing
Your body shivers from the cold
And you won't find your way back
When your eyes get used to the dark

Silent steps echo in the deep waters
The duskfall clad in shadows counting hours
Drops splinter the path from the edge of the world
While all is beautiful under a dying sun

There is nothing in this world
No life left in emptiness
Those you fear are afraid of no one
You are alone and you don't know where
And your eyes have gotten used to the dark

One more wandered with hands in the moss
While drops splinter the path from the edge of the dark
Tomorrow all will be dead under the sun
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
I just made it up. Partly from the poem the Raven and I like looking into space and the moon. It sounded mysterious and witchy. Now I wish I had picked something Alice in Chains related.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
Jul 1, 2020
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
edgar allan poe? that was good. i also liked the telltale heart

i love doing that too. my favorite is to go where theres no light pollution but im scared of the dark lol
Yep the Raven by Edgar Allan Poe.❤️ It's my favorite poem. I used to love going out in the middle of nowhere away from the city and just looking at all the stars and the moon. Now there is just light pollution everywhere it seems and I don't drive much anymore :(
 
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Lupgevif

Lupgevif

.
Jul 23, 2020
928
I honestly have no idea. I can't even remember how I come up with it in the first place, and it has been only 3 months...
 
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NightmareTour

NightmareTour

Specialist
May 13, 2020
398
Pretty much just describes how life has been, really
 
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MichaelNomad123

MichaelNomad123

Jesus
Oct 15, 2020
433
My regular handles are tied to my art and gaming and otherwise history. I wasn't sure as to the nature of the folks on here, so I didn't want the connection. Furthermore Michael is my name and I am nomadic by nature
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
1,913
It's my very old nickname. I made it my nickname after a guy I was friends with online complained about his lack of success with girls and said that girls that he might have anything in common with are "like a yeti or a Loch Ness monster - people claim they are out there, but there is no evidence". He was convinced I was a dude at that point.
 
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Rn110bg101

Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
412
I don't know if I already shared this but: mine is from a weird mix of base64 and binary supposed to translate to an old nickname. (Of course since I removed more than half of each answer it's completely impossible to decipher…)

Edit: Oops, old thread.
 
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DocNo

DocNo

whatever
Oct 30, 2020
1,750
1st: a name nobody can connect me to.
2nd: the NO part just as a general message to somehow want to be left alone. i guess i feel easily obligated and have then sometimes problems to draw a line. so the NO is somehow the attempt to draw the line at the beginning.
3rd: and i am a movie freak and i also like villain characters so from NO it was a short way to the bond villain Doctor No which became DocNo.
 
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feast or famine

feast or famine

Tell Patient Zero he can have his rib back.
Jun 15, 2020
313
I made my username on a whim, not thinking I'd ever post let alone meet people who I truly connected with. Unfortunately, I'm stuck with it at this point. There was really no thought behind it other than thinking about what a joke life is.
 
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Antigonish

Antigonish

Mage
Sep 19, 2020
593
It's my emotional default for when my walls go up, when I need to protect myself.
 
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LooksAtMoonDog

LooksAtMoonDog

Too Long in the Wasteland
Nov 10, 2020
719
It's completely random and I was stoned.
 
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VisionsOfHell

VisionsOfHell

Experienced
Oct 31, 2020
259
My future if I dont ctb soon...Also the future for humankind in general
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
It was to be easily recognized from reddit as I was an active member of the SS community before the ban. In hindsight, I should've had it as DetachedDreamer97 as I'm obsessed with dreams. The 97 is the year of my birth.
 
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W’ren

W’ren

Worthless
Oct 28, 2020
559
I'm just an echo of who i used to be- a dismal shadow of who i could have been.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
826
When I think of my life I think of this meme

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But in reality I'm internally like

this-is-not-fine.0.0.png
 
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Buffy5120

Death is vital
Mar 19, 2020
614
Its my cats name
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989
The path I'm on is one I walk alone.
 
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justexisting

justexisting

Member
Nov 14, 2020
6
I am literally just existing and disconnected from reality
 
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MBY85

Member
Oct 21, 2020
52
They are the initials of the film "Me before you" it seem romantic but it is about the right to choose to die. And the year of my birth because If this were possible I would have chosen to die since then
 
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Cakes

She/Her
Oct 25, 2020
363
My boyfriend called me Cakes :aw:
 
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