Help What little things would you like to do if you were to CTB in a couple days/weeks?

[helicoptero]

I'm planning to CTB in a couple days/weeks and I'm trying to do things that I like or should do before leaving.

I wanted to ask others about their opinions on it, maybe I'm missing something and you could help me remember.

Things I've done so far:
Hugged loved ones, told them I love them, write goodbye letters, walked in the rain (idk it was something I wanted to do-), ate tasty food, gave away things to friends.

I'm thinking about doing some cleaning on my phone and pc, but I don't know if I'll have time. I'll obviously delete history and cookies so they don't find out this website.

Thank you so much for your time :)

 

[Darkover]

have some marijuana concentrates and moonrock oh and one kg of cocaine

 

[Kasumi]

go on vacation so I can at least be free in the days before my death

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't really like existing personally, it's a tedious chore and I'm only still trapped here as it's so difficult to leave. And anyway if I knew that I was soon to be gone there wouldn't be much point to doing anything apart from preparing for the suicide as soon enough everything will be forgotten about in death. But after all, it's a personal decision deciding what to do, I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[stressedmess]

The only thing I want to do is throw out all of my electronic devices so nobody can try to see my internet history and form their own narrative after I'm gone

 

[Darkover]

The only thing I want to do is throw out all of my electronic devices so nobody can try to see my internet history and form their own narrative after I'm gone

How long is Internet history stored?

Our Verdict. Internet Service Providers (ISPs) can see everything you do online. This includes your browsing history, the videos you watch, and the websites you visit – even in private browsing mode. In most countries, ISPs can track and store this information for up to two years.

 

[stressedmess]

How long is Internet history stored?

Our Verdict. Internet Service Providers (ISPs) can see everything you do online. This includes your browsing history, the videos you watch, and the websites you visit – even in private browsing mode. In most countries, ISPs can track and store this information for up to two years.

That's okay. I just don't need extended family to have access and act like they cared.

 

[Rabbit-]

I'd enjoy my favorite media again, if I had the time. Re-watch my favorite movie or TV show, or re-play a game, or re-read a book. I'd spend a day alone in nature. Let's see... Oh, if it were possible, I'd also like to dress up very nicely and go out to eat somewhere a bit expensive, just so I could experience it once.

It'd be a kind thing to donate some money to a charity, as well, though I would want to leave something behind as apology money to my family and to help with funeral costs. Or, alternatively, I would give blood or plasma, or volunteer somewhere- I'd just like to do one last positive thing for the world.

I suppose others might find it a little worrying if they notice I'm suddenly doing all this, but I have no doubt that I could get away with it in the end.

 

[outrider567]

Nothing much--maybe get a slice of pizza and Publix supermarket chocolate ice cream

The only thing I want to do is throw out all of my electronic devices so nobody can try to see my internet history and form their own narrative after I'm gone

Not me--nobody in my family would care enough about my Internet history anyway

 

[The anhedonic one]

I'm CTB around Autumn. I want to travel to Italy to see someone I care about.
After that, nothing, except save a bit more money for a trip to Mexico to CTB.

 

[Andromeda77]

All things I'm doing is practical. I've cleaned my room, wiped my computers, have all my clothes save for a few outfits in bags already. I've written notes, have messages and emailed ready to be sent. All I'm waiting for is my SN to arrive. In the mean time I'm just indulging in food and listening to music. Not super glamorous lol

 

[helicoptero]

All things I'm doing is practical. I've cleaned my room, wiped my computers, have all my clothes save for a few outfits in bags already. I've written notes, have messages and emailed ready to be sent. All I'm waiting for is my SN to arrive. In the mean time I'm just indulging in food and listening to music. Not super glamorous lol

Good luck, I hope you find peace <3

 

[Slasher]

I've always been a nature person, I would honestly love to go camping for a while and embrace nature and it's beauty. I would also love to hit some new pr's in the gym before I leave n of course just do more drugs lol. I hope you don't forget anything and do what you want to do for your remaining days, much love

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

I know that in a few weeks time I will be at eternal peace, one way or another.

 

[absolomonisgone]

Read some philosophical books, argue with chatgpt on philosophy,. watch Fargo 1, true detectives 1 and the man who wasn't there over and over. Get drunk, have unstructured uncaring lifestyle devoid of time and concerns...., And... For the next 4 months.
Oh. And always look at myself in the mirror to make sure the body is getting completely beat up. It's kind of regretful to leave a healthy body behind