FutureHanger
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- Dec 9, 2023
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Before thinking I'm better off CTBing I planned and tried to get into self improvement, dopamine detox, make money from daytrading, go to the gym and then when I've made enough from daytrading to be free I'll spend my free time trying to change the world through political activism, donating my money, reading books and watching anime and meditating a lot to reach deep meditative states so It makes me so sad how I'm saying I would have done all that if it wasn't for my mental health dragging me down but it's just an IF, even IF I really was going to accomplish all that it's frustrating to know I won't really know that since I'll never have tried long enough anyways to see if it'll work out or not. I'm gonna use a website I found that sends emails to the future to send my younger brother an email with a bunch of advice based on what I've learned from failed attempts and research on self improvement and tell him my political views too, though I'll make it clear in the email that he doesn't have to listen to everything I say and it's his choice after all so he shouldn't feel like I'm trying to pressure him, what I write in the email will just be suggestions and advice for if he chooses to follow my suggestions but ultimately it's his life, his choice and I'm gonna be long gone by that time he reads the email so I won't be able to make him do it anyways.