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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

Misery Minimization Activist
Sep 19, 2023
604
I know I have always had a tendency to sit there picturing everything going unbelievably well in my favor, even though I know it won't. Like winning a big game with a last second shot or yelling at a shitty boss and having him apologize and admit he was shitty, or like in Christmas story where the teacher is reading his "theme" aloud to the class and saying how incredible it is. I often imagine something happening that is going to set me for life, like oh I'll get in an accident and get a huge settlement but the injuries won't actually last all that long and then I can just relax. Maybe I'm a freak, but I picture it in way more detail than is probably healthy.

What about you? Made this NSFW because it's provocative and gets the people going.
 
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golta

golta

Just wants more company
Apr 14, 2024
97
Yeah, like a fan-fic of my own life!!! My daydreams are normally of how I murder someone I dont like in a very gory way . If Im surprising "Happy" I imagine myself in a fantasy world (books, videogames, etc)living the mc life
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
478
My daydreams center around a character that I've had for like, 30 years at this point. They're basically living my fantasy life, but as I've gotten older, I've started putting some of my real world problems in with them. So they're uber rich and can do whatever they want, but they also have an addiction and mental problems.

A lot of times I'll daydream about meeting either IRL famous people or fictional characters that I wish I could meet. They also, because they're super rich, they use money to help people and they have a huge charity, which is something I wish I had the ability to do. And finally, occasionally, I'll come up with something that's basically like a cool action scene for my movie, because who doesn't want to be an action hero?

Also lots of sex because I have a good imagination and lots of hormones.
 
innominesatanas44

innominesatanas44

🇷🇸
Feb 16, 2023
94
Sometimes thinking how could I survive certain situations like being a cornered soldier, being in natural disasters, in a fiery race car crash or in a cabin in the woods alone with a polar bear outside.
 
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

Misery Minimization Activist
Sep 19, 2023
604
Yeah, like a fan-fic of my own life!!! My daydreams are normally of how I murder someone I dont like in a very gory way . If Im surprising "Happy" I imagine myself in a fantasy world (books, videogames, etc)living the mc life
Nice. I definitely daydreamed doing something when I got canned last year (although not really gore). Obviously never would but it's a little cathartic.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
19,435
I've always wanted to get creampied

I often daydream about either extremely positive scenarios like me finally gaining some self respect and turning my life around or doing the opposite like blowing up a nuclear bomb just because someone cut me off in traffic. I either want to save everyone or destroy everything. There's no in between.
 
derpyderpins

derpyderpins

Misery Minimization Activist
Sep 19, 2023
604
A lot of times I'll daydream about meeting either IRL famous people or fictional characters that I wish I could meet.
Yes! I've had many an imaginary beer with Robert Smith where he says "oh, mate, I'd like to hear something you've written" and then for some reason there's a guitar at the bar and I'm like "ah man I'm so embarassed" but then he says it's really good.

Also lots of sex because I have a good imagination and lots of hormones.
lol. I don't really daydream about sex itself, but I definitely fantasize about the lead up in a bunch of ways.
I daydream about hanging myself, being a character in a game/anime, sex/girlfriend.
all at the same time? That's ambitious.
 
golta

golta

Just wants more company
Apr 14, 2024
97
Nice. I definitely thought daydreamed doing something when I got canned last year (although not really gore). Obviously never would but it's a little cathartic
I wish sometimes I would, but then I remember this is the real world and I remember they are actual people 😔
 
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derpyderpins

derpyderpins

Misery Minimization Activist
Sep 19, 2023
604
I honestly didn't see the appeal much until spending some time on this site. Seeing daily posts about antinatalism or how procreation is evil kind of made it more exciting. 😬
Actually that's a good point I hadn't thought about. Considering a lot of my kinks involve doing something I'm not supposed to because it's just too tempting to say no, that does make it hotter to think about. I guess even more taboo from a woman's perspective because the consequence is greater.
 
Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
722
I fantasize in many different ways.

Of the dark ones, I fantasize about killing someone.
I know this sounds disturbing.
I mean a person I don't like, for example.
Of course I'm not planning murder.
I don't know if this is completely normal.
It's just a harmless fantasy...right? ;).

On a less dark note, I like to fantasize that I'm a very powerful person.
For example, I rule the world and I can create my own utopia.
I know, it's stupid.

I fantasize about a lot of things in general.
 
EmptyHeaded

EmptyHeaded

Experienced
Jan 24, 2024
222
I don't daydream a lot, but when I do it's usually about how I CTB or harm myself.
 
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myopia

myopia

on earth, we’re briefly gorgeous.
Apr 8, 2024
60
Yeah, I fantasize all the time about being rich, famous, and successful. It's gotten to the point where it probably could be considered my primary hobby. I try not to think about it too hard because it's kind of pathetic.

The funny thing is that I probably could have made something of myself if I didn't spend so much time just lazing around and daydreaming about it. Oh well. I'll try harder in the next life.
 
Ares

Ares

Tʜᴇ Sᴛʀᴏɴɢᴇsᴛ
Apr 27, 2024
85
I want to prove a few people wrong. I have a couple of individuals that I vehemently detest. Usually my fantasies, if I ever have them, surround the people I hate in light of my own success. That, or violent depictions of them being stabbed by spikes. Or I'll fight them. Depends on how much I've failed in the day and who I want to vent my hatred out towards in my head, otherwise I don't give them too many thoughts or space in my mind. I will be stronger than them. All of them. So long as I can see my goals, and I keep moving forwards, I can promise that much. I don't like to daydream too much about it though, since it distracts me from actually making my goals a reality. I'd rather prove them wrong by actively working towards success than just imagining the end result. If I don't get there, there's no point in thinking about it.
 
cait_sith

cait_sith

Apr 8, 2024
47
I'm maladaptive daydreaming since I was a child, when I was a kid I would make up cartoon stories in my head and run and jump around imagining them, needing to complement severity of the action I was imagining with movement from my body, and I never stopped, still with 34 jumping around imagining stuff,not fantasising about cartoon anymore but replaying events from my life and how I would have acted different in them or imagining a different life for me. Its very shameful and embarrassing. My legs hurt from the repedetive movements I made all my life I can't bear seeing myself getting older doing things like this.
 
xinino

xinino

Anti humanist
Mar 31, 2024
399
Someone tell me how did I get here?
I keep on running for something, I keep on running

I got these thoughts inside my head
That I been too afraid to talk about
'Cause if we talked them out there'd be nothing left to talk about
So I block them out
All these voices at the coffee shop
But people are like dogs, yeah they bark a lot

If you're like me, then you probably tryna find some sanity
Away from all the issues in humanity
I know I'm not the only one who feels the pain of growing up
Then looking back, just to figure out how much we all really had

Someone tell me how did I get here?
I keep on running from something, I keep on running
When I can't even look myself in the mirror
 
Yuina

Yuina

Member
Apr 13, 2024
89
Seconding the other person, I've also been maladaptive daydreaming since childhood. I would run and bounce around the blacktop, talking to myself, while my mom, who was a recess monitor, would come over and whisper to me: "Stop doing that, it makes you look crazy."

I didn't understand that at the time though, haha!

I still do the same thing today. I'm always making up fictional, cartoon stories in my head. It's hard to stop, even in public, and it severely affected my grades when I was still in school.

It's like an escape for me. It helps me forget I exist, and it's always been like that.
 
1MiserableGuy

1MiserableGuy

Specialist
Dec 30, 2023
365
I lived a secret second life for so long that got so dangerous that when my wife caught me on dating apps, I had to mourn the death of the second me. I was on some Mr. Hyde shit
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

📜 Just me, myself, and I
Apr 1, 2022
353
Mainly ones where I'm garnering positive attention from others. Usually in the form of special talents…and everyone would be in awe over me and not see me for the person I am now. I'm much more confident with how I present myself. Not breaking stride in what I want out of life nor afraid of what others may think of me.

Music really helps get my creative juices flowing when it comes to my make believe fantasies… I just let the beats/lyrics take me from there.

This has been one of my coping mechanisms since I was a child. I didn't receive much attention from people my age growing up, and I still don't.

I will forever be a dreamer.
 
Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"Life's a mirror, but 'whose' mirror?"
Mar 23, 2023
606
I filter the present by twisting in it with material from the past (trough movies, music and video games). For example, the increased light and heat outside makes me think of this:



When you visit some familiar places from the past, it may feel like a dream.
 
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dogbreath

dogbreath

Youre not even in the hole, are you?
Feb 13, 2023
109
I fantasize about having partner that wants me to self harm and will even help me do it because I think that's romantic.

Also fantasize that an atomic bomb goes off and ill finally be free of all my responsibilities lol
 
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sukiduki

Member
Mar 24, 2024
65
i daydream about dying peacefully, or about different ways i could die. i might daydream about getting hit by a car, or drowning, or getting cancer and living out my last days. i daydream about how people in my life will continue living their day to day. sometimes i daydream about being fired from my job.
 

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