yive
life is evil
- Nov 6, 2020
- 695
not having a safe place to ctb without the risk of being found
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Dreamlike Reality
Bedhead 💤
- Nov 29, 2021
- 74
Living for my boyfriend . . . I don't want to hurt him, just hoping he soon realizes that I'm not a good person at all and leaves me-- for the betterment of his own life and so I don't have to worry about breaking his heart. He is the most amazing person I have ever met and I love him beyond belief, of course, but I admit the truth.
. . . Also, I don't know who will take care of my cat when I'm gone.
. . . Also, I don't know who will take care of my cat when I'm gone.
dss262
Member
- Nov 23, 2021
- 74
Your boyfriend must see the good in you ♡
SunnyPotato
Member
- Aug 31, 2020
- 57
These days I'm truly curious if the world might change dramatically. I feel like as the old world dies and the new world struggles to be born, that vibe of the possibility of a better world (or some batshit collapse) keeps me invested, like waiting for the next episode of a good show or something.
miserableforever
Arcanist
- Oct 23, 2020
- 488
Fadeawaaaay
Visionary
- Nov 12, 2021
- 2,160
enau
Student
- Apr 15, 2021
- 142
Survival instinct, too badly in depression ptsd, its extremely difficult to be efficient in this state, and im a coward/ good at nothing about the " living stuuf" and dying or preparation for death, its still a living thing, an action, a choice, the kind of things where im no good. ( im good at nothing)
I no longer have any attachment or connection now.Nothing really keeps me here, ah except for my cat/pet ( yea of course i have to find where he can live without me, he s not an thing/object, so its important for me to care about, and be sure he will be safe, and that.. is not easy) before, few months ago, there was still some hope, or goal, project, but pain was too much.. and people treated me like shit when i was in distress, unforgettable, im so ashamed of humanity in the thought of these moments, that i want to disapear and never had theses experiences, never have known any people or human, i hate humans , so, i hate myself, i will dont want to treat me kindly because im a fucking human, and they are disguting, im all broken because of them
I no longer have any attachment or connection now.Nothing really keeps me here, ah except for my cat/pet ( yea of course i have to find where he can live without me, he s not an thing/object, so its important for me to care about, and be sure he will be safe, and that.. is not easy) before, few months ago, there was still some hope, or goal, project, but pain was too much.. and people treated me like shit when i was in distress, unforgettable, im so ashamed of humanity in the thought of these moments, that i want to disapear and never had theses experiences, never have known any people or human, i hate humans , so, i hate myself, i will dont want to treat me kindly because im a fucking human, and they are disguting, im all broken because of them
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