What is your wish for 2026?

  • Die

    Votes: 147 70.0%
  • Other

    Votes: 63 30.0%

  • Total voters
    210
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DeathIsJustAJourney

Member
Apr 9, 2025
62
For a cop to pop my brains out the back of me head in retaliation to a threat
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Student
Dec 24, 2025
120
finish school, get a job, get my license, get a car, get away from my family. if i don't then i'll kill myself.
 
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Lfsn_kivacs-rei

Member
Mar 1, 2025
13
my wish is to ctb! I've got some pretty debilitating and mysterious (to the doctors) medical problems, alongside disability, so next year I'm done investigating them and doing the dance that it'll "improve with age". I am not wine.

I'm going to finalise my ctb method (previously set on sn and had every part of the plan but sn, but then can't get any sn in Australia so that's a no go), so now I'll be learning all about the fsg (hope I've got the right acronym there, forgive me) method and going with that.

I'm going to focus on having one really nice day with each of my three treasured friends, and spend more time with my one remaining grandparent and have some laughs. I'm going to clean out my belongings so people don't have to, tidy up any paperwork, and finish up my letters. It's time.
 
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Kozu

Kozu

Half-awake
May 27, 2023
13
Finding out if I want to keep on living
 
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disgusting-life

disgusting-life

get busy dyin
Dec 25, 2025
42
A sudden, unexplainable, unprompted, non violent death. Simply natural, you could call it.
 
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jenson

jenson

A loser who belongs nowhere
Jul 13, 2025
39
I kinda wish I never existed.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,876
J'aurais presque préféré ne jamais exister.
Me too😰
Je voudrais en finir avec tout ça, et mourir paisiblement dans mon sommeil, pour que l'assurance-vie puisse verser l'argent à ma famille et que je disparaisse enfin, libéré de tout fardeau.
In sleeping its a dream...🙏
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,876
Une mort soudaine, inexplicable, spontanée et non violente. Une mort naturelle, tout simplement.
Indeed non painful
And in 2026 not 2027 or 2028
I Hope to have 200 votes before 1 january 2026🙏🙏🙏
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,876
This evening i dream to not wake up and you?

What are your methods?
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,876
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,876
Other votes 😰?
BIG SORRY but i would like to have to 200 votes 🙏
before 1 january 2025
 
vak

vak

In recovery 🤞
Feb 13, 2024
248
Actually being a productive member of society for a change, that would be nice 👏🏼

@Defenestration I wish you peaceful holidays my friend ♥️
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,876
Actually being a productive member of society for a change, that would be nice 👏🏼

@Defenestration I wish you peaceful holidays my friend ♥️
Thanks for have news of you.
No ctb?
 
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impossible_victory

impossible_victory

Member
Dec 26, 2025
9
I wish my dog's cancer diagnosis to be wrong
 
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vak

vak

In recovery 🤞
Feb 13, 2024
248
Thanks for have news of you.
No ctb?
I don't have it planned, but I still feel that it will happen at some point in my life, sooner or later. I'm tired of life and it can only get worse for me 😥
 
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amor.dor

amor.dor

Losing my religion
Dec 24, 2025
225
Life gives us things to take away from us little by little.
I have already prepared myself adequately to die, all that remains is to finish a short text. I am leaving not because my life is bad, but because it is a clear decision that life is a perpetual illusion and I am just tired of the magic show.
I am also writing so that someone close to me does not blame themselves, because I know that people can be broken by this. I myself had a relationship with someone who committed suicide, and even though that person said they were grateful to me for everything I did and that their death was not my fault, it took me almost a year to stop blaming myself.
 
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Chocomel

Chocomel

Chocolate Milk
Jan 13, 2024
95
I wish to not be a burden anymore
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,565
I love how you say other, like there aren't only two options. My first reaction was to say Die, but to say it means so final, that I have to do it, and if I'm honest I don't see another year of this. I don't see anything, it's like I'm already dead and just have to die already.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,876
I love how you say other, like there aren't only two options. My first reaction was to say Die, but to say it means so final, that I have to do it, and if I'm honest I don't see another year of this. I don't see anything, it's like I'm already dead and just have to die already.
Other : all of imagination
Yes lot of possibilities
 
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hangingclothes

Member
Oct 26, 2025
12
i just wanna ctb before 2026 but i can't even afford sn despite it being so available online. i don't wanna deal with this life anymore, i've caused enough harm due to my mental illness to everyone and myself. i don't even know how else am i supposed to make money being in such a poor state mentally
 
shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Terminal
Aug 10, 2025
281
Become terminally physically ill and die.
 
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indianachrome

indianachrome

Member
Nov 1, 2025
70
massive aneurism and gone forever
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,876
Others vote? Please🙏🙏🙏
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,876
Death=peace
 
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ef99

Member
Dec 11, 2025
13
I'd really like to get out this year. However, I'd hurt my family too much and I feel that'd take away the chance of me finding happiness or love or literally anything worth holding onto. I just don't think I have the heart to leave my family behind and leave them hurting forever.

So my wish this year is to find something worth holding on to.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,876
J'aimerais vraiment partir cette année. Cependant, je ferais trop de mal à ma famille et j'ai l'impression que cela me priverait de toute chance de trouver le bonheur, l'amour, ou quoi que ce soit qui vaille la peine d'être gardé. Je ne pense pas avoir le cœur à abandonner ma famille et à la laisser souffrir pour toujours.

Mon souhait cette année est donc de trouver quelque chose qui vaille la peine d'être conservé.
Thanks for the vote. I think also to m'y parents and my sister but illness mental is hard
 

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