What is your "dream" suicide?

[turtle2]

Easy. Natural death in my sleep.

 

[hailspark]

I'd like to die in some sort of terrible accident so no one would think I ever wanted to die. (That doesn't know already).

 

[Mr.Tristesse]

By this point? One that fucking actually happens

 

[yourlocalprotist]

I fantasize about a scenario quite similar to this. I want to die in the arms of someone who understands. Someone who would make sure it all goes smoothly. Of course, there are legal barriers to this actually happening.

I have this romanticized idea in my head of a lover consensually killing me, maybe via poison of some kind, and cradling my head in their lap as I die. They make me look beautiful and serene, and then take care of my bones for the rest of their life. However I know it wouldn't be so painless or pretty in real life, so it's not really a genuine desire. I think I just want to go knowing that I'm loved and will be cared for in death. To end by the hand of someone who loves you enough to make it gentle, painless, and loving... I like the idea of it, at least.

Sorry, I fucked up the formatting.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Vanish to a place where there are no other people, and without anybody else knowing that I have gone. A note will still be left behind (anonymously) in case the body is found by a stranger.

My ideal death? Undecided. Preferably a method that has a very high chance of succeeding, but will not immediately destroy my body and will not make a mess.

 

[Untoten_]

If you could die any way at all in any conditions you like, how would you do it & what would you want? As idealized & romantic & brutal as you want.

For me, I am going to kill myself sometime around May 21st. My birthday is the 16th & I will have taken my very first trip outside of Ohio to go to the Met. I wake up very very early in the morning, have some tencha with honey, then walk for many miles through a trail that goes by my town to this lake. And I sit down & finish one last book, & am done. I become fatigued & heavy, & I can't even lift my head, so I loll & go. I have flipped back & forth on playing music. I would play Strawberry Fields Forever. It's the first somg I ever listened to. Maybe it can play on the way there& then I can just listen to the wind & birdsong when I die. How quaint is that?

Bleeding out in the snow, shot by a G3, 3 times. Lungs filling up with blood as I fade. That's basically it.

I write sometimes and this was how one of my characters dies, only one to get hit in an L shape ambush, they can't get to him because they're getting absolutely drilled by accurate fire, so they have to leave him.

 

[rotten_hrtz]

If you could die any way at all in any conditions you like, how would you do it & what would you want? As idealized & romantic & brutal as you want.

For me, I am going to kill myself sometime around May 21st. My birthday is the 16th & I will have taken my very first trip outside of Ohio to go to the Met. I wake up very very early in the morning, have some tencha with honey, then walk for many miles through a trail that goes by my town to this lake. And I sit down & finish one last book, & am done. I become fatigued & heavy, & I can't even lift my head, so I loll & go. I have flipped back & forth on playing music. I would play Strawberry Fields Forever. It's the first somg I ever listened to. Maybe it can play on the way there& then I can just listen to the wind & birdsong when I die. How quaint is that?

I think my idea of a peaceful suicide is VERY unrealistic, but I would love to die in my sleep and, before dying, enter a beautiful dream where my life is different, a life where my dad did love me, in my dream I will see the people I miss and everything will be perfect and after that lovely dream, I'll die without pain. I think my dream sounds really ridiculous haha

 

[kiki123]

one press on a button and I'm gone. fast and painless. hopefully erasing loved ones memories of me like I never existed in this world

 

[dragon.//]

ODing on fent

 

[hurb]

imagine sleeping and u simply dont wake up. imagine all that guilt tripping ur close one used to tell u : what will u do when we die? what about ur future etc etc...
nah bitch , I died naturally before ur bitch ass. skill fucking issue.
mannn that would be peakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

 

[itwasnevermeanttobe]

I would want it to be as quick and painless as possible, and wipe out the memory of ever existing to every person who has ever spoke to me or met me, including my friends, family, and coworkers. People will only see a dead stranger when they find my body, preferably outside somewhere. I wouldn't want the ones closest to me to feel any sort of emotional burden or grief; I'd want to spare them the pain. After all, we are insignificant beings in the observable universe always trying to fill the shoes of people we can't. There will always be pain and suffering in this world and the thought alone saddens me.

 

[Meimi18]

Cold winter, lots of snow
I freeze to death

In an ideal world I'd be lucid and awake to see it but that would be painful. I guess being drunk or high or both going out wouldn't be too bad I guess

 

[tomame]

i'd like to drown .. but unfortunately i learned to swim

 

[Salkak]

For me dream suicide would be in winter months. I'll go to a scenic place and park my car and burn some coal inside and drink sn. Then I'll listen to music as I wait for my death. I would love if I could do it with someone. Idk this all sounds stupid. But I feel this is very much possible hopefully

 

[urgent]

if i could magically have whatever i wanted, i'd die falling asleep in my girlfriend's arms… more realistically, though, my ideal suicide would be somewhere outdoors. in a forest, maybe. i'd lay out a blanket for myself, drink the sn and then lie back and look up at the trees and peacefully slip away, hopefully. that sounds fairly plausible, right? i often think about what song i'd want to be listening to when i die, but i've decided i think i should go quietly.

I like the outdoors but I wish I could just get a quick nembutal death on a beautiful beach, warm sun,not to hot or to bright, sound of gentle waves. Forest sounds nice too.

 

[MonochromeMind]

Being shot in the head in my sleep tonight.

 

[bananaolympus]

saving someone life cheesy i know and it might not be considered suicide but thats how i would like to go out

 

[MonochromeMind]

Being shot in the head in my sleep tonight.

I was sleep deprived when I wrote this, this is not suicide obviously lol. Uhhh, drinking a special kind of poison that shuts down my brain before I feel any pain and kills me? But I don't know what that would be.
So, for a bit more realism, I'll just say, listening to music, shooting myself in the head, and pulling the trigger during a beat drop of Professional Vengeance by Jane Remover lol

 

[vyvanceandvodka]

dying in my sleep, if that counts.

 

[xXiloveyouXx]

In the springtime. Suicide pact with someone I love. We jump off of something high together (like in my pfp lol) or we shoot each other in the head at the same time. Hopefully they bury us in the same plot so we can be together forever.

 

[northerner]

surrounded by loved ones who'd support my decision (i can only dream), then some kind of pill that would kill me immediately and painlessly

 

[stardusted]

saving someone life cheesy i know and it might not be considered suicide but thats how i would like to go out

i dont think its cheesy. i have a lot of respect for that.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

A simple shotgun blast to the head, preferably while I sit alone in a national park, admiring the view and nature.

 

[idontknowwhatiam]

Easy. Natural death in my sleep.

That's not a suicide though

dying in my sleep, if that counts.

That's not really suicide though is it?

 

[drinkthenectar]

Just falling asleep all happy and never waking up again.

 

[thermosgrenadine]

i don't know how i'd want it to be done but i want to die in front of my family and friends. something that will traumatize them. it's selfish but i want the people in my life to feel even just a fraction of how i feel/how they've made me feel

 

[Luffy Black]

I want to take a gun and blow my head off in public, in a space where everyone could see

 

[yotaka]

There are two that I think of often, similar in some ways, and both idealized and unrealistic.

1. I'm deep in a vast forest, far away from everyone and everything. I take my time wandering, appreciating the moss and ferns and the texture of the trees and stones as I slowly grow weaker from lack of food. I'm meditative, fully present, feeling all the pains and discomforts but at peace with them. Finally, I lay down at the base of a huge evergreen and fade away, knowing that my body will return to the earth and feed the forest.

2. I'm on a beach, somewhere on a western coast so I can watch the sun set over the ocean. Again, there's no sign of anyone else anywhere, and I take my time, maybe even several days to sort out my thoughts and come to peace with the end. When I'm ready, I'll grab a stone to hold me down, walk out into the waves, hug the stone, and lay back, watching the light ripple through the water as I breathe in.

I know it wouldn't actually go like this, but it's nice to dream about. Whatever happens, I think I'd like to be alone in nature at the end, and I want my body to decompose naturally. I hope my loved ones would understand.

 

[xxfailurexx]

Either by my own volition, or due to a terminal illness.

It would be great if there were a lottery system where you could "win" a VAD package and then get to do as much of your bucket list as possible, like a Las Vegas speed run, then get a peaceful CTB that everyone can put on their calendar/diary.

Just get absolutely wasted, get to go to the front of any amusement park ride, have a driver and medical staff, for like a 6-12 month adult voluntary make-a-wish.

And there could be dedicated places for these VAD heroes to live it up.

I'd gladly trade my resources, competition in the work force, possessions, etc. for a literal end-all blowout. The resources could then be used for those who want to live. Like take all my shit, let me have quick fun, peace out!!

 

[w8forme]

crashing into a tree