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killdozer

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Dec 6, 2025
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If you could choose any method without having to deal with issues such as travel, government interference, ect. What method would you do?

Personally I'd like to have a drink before jumping off a tall building, maybe I'd livestream myself. Guess I might as well give some weirdo more jerk off material since I'll be dead anyways lol
 
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Hefinator

Hefinator

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Nov 19, 2025
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If you could choose any method without having to deal with issues such as travel, government interference, ect. What method would you do?

Personally I'd like to have a drink before jumping off a tall building, maybe I'd livestream myself. Guess I might as well give some weirdo more jerk off material since I'll be dead anyways lol
sleeping and not waking up
 
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gardenoflonely

gardenoflonely

I'm ready whenever you are, God
Apr 29, 2026
126
In a perfect world painless od in my sleep idc with what
 
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hurts2b-old

hurts2b-old

Wasting my time
Mar 14, 2026
299
Gun to my neck like Charlie Kirk. I saw that video and he's gone in a matter of seconds. He seemed so confused. Ultimately I wanna die before knowing I'm dying. I wanna have no room for regret or overthinking.
 
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HarleyQuinn

HarleyQuinn

heartbroken
Feb 28, 2026
48
i just want to fall asleep and never wake up again.
 
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suicidalyuri

suicidalyuri

Suicide is a word that resonates within me...
Mar 17, 2025
69
If it would be easier to do, cutting. Or jumping from a building. Unfortunately for both, my SI stops me.
I would really like to stab myself if it was more lethal, but well it's jumping then.
My ideal ctb would be jumping from a skyscraper in Tokyo while listening to the song yoru ni kakeru from Yoasobi, it's a song about suicide, a really good one
 
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AgathaChristieLover

AgathaChristieLover

Student
Jul 16, 2026
125
Stabbing myself to death in front of my mom in such a way that she knows I blame her
 
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