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killdozer

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Dec 6, 2025
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If you could choose any method without having to deal with issues such as travel, government interference, ect. What method would you do?

Personally I'd like to have a drink before jumping off a tall building, maybe I'd livestream myself. Guess I might as well give some weirdo more jerk off material since I'll be dead anyways lol
 
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Sakaki Lalonde

Sakaki Lalonde

Member
Nov 10, 2025
9
#Sawedoff. Preferably id have my hg shoot me but chances are she wouldnt do that shit so i gotta make due or wtvrrrr
 
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wannabeangel

wannabeangel

꒰ა Missing Wings ໒꒱
Mar 14, 2026
168
either a opioid overdose, as it's very peaceful if i recall correctly, you just nod out and stop breathing. i would probably mix it with my benzos. im curious if the new opioid med im getting would work, as it has risk warnings and my mom wants me to have narcan in my room just incase, she even said i wouldnt even realize i stopped breathing. other option is SN with a mix of benzos and a few other meds to sedate me intensely before SN starts to work
 
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Dontwant2Bhere

Student
Apr 1, 2026
169
i mean this a chicking and egg story. you cant have the button without existing first. but i defently like this one
Would have to be a special, quantum causally-connected time-crystal-infused button that connects directly to the point of your conception through the past. Quite an advanced way to CTB, I do say... 🤓
 
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Deathcrvsh

Deathcrvsh

Member
Apr 10, 2026
22
I've used it several times - 100μg tablets, all variations of patches (transdermally and buccally applied). I got them from work (I don't work there anymore.).
 
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soonatpeace777888

soonatpeace777888

Arcanist
Jul 4, 2023
412
Honestly, with guaranteed success I'd choose gun over Nembutal. The violent nature almost seems like a last fuck you to the universe.
 
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Mooncry

Mooncry

✧ delulu girlfailure ✧
Sep 11, 2024
369
Setting up some highly elaborate, doohickey contraption connected to my alarm so that when it goes off I immediately get shot in the head. (It will absolutely involve a marble rolling down a little track.)
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tonicer

tonicer

Experienced
Nov 13, 2025
261
I'm dreaming of being crushed into paste by a shipping container. That death should be instant. I saw videos out of china where some poor guy was crushed into nothing by one. I didn't see the aftermath but with how much those containers weigh he should have been turned into paste in milliseconds. Sure it's really messy and traumatic for the people cleaning it up but it would be my dream suicide. Nothing is quicker and safer IMHO.
 
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hurts2b

hurts2b

Tired
Mar 14, 2026
157
I think a gun, probably. At the very least it'd be over quickly.
 
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TooMuchHasHappened

I tried my best
Apr 6, 2026
65
Honestly, with guaranteed success I'd choose gun over Nembutal. The violent nature almost seems like a last fuck you to the universe.
I'm confused because I've seen many stories on YouTube about people who have shot themselves in the face/head and survived, and the consequences are horrific to say the least. A young American girl, 18 I think, blew her face off (literally) with her brothers gun and survived. She had a face transplant but is still in an extremely bad condition. There's some other similar cases to hers on YouTube, and also many other cases of people surviving gunshots to the face and head. Yes I've heard people say that behind the ear targeting the brain stem in not survivable, but what if the angle is wrong or something else goes wrong, that's what worries me. Yes, it is highly likely a gunshot to the head will be fatal, but what if it isn't, and knowing the luck I've had for most of my life I'd probably survive it end up in a position like those on YouTube, not good.

But yes, I agree with you, being able to say a final "fuck you" to my shitty life would feel great. I really wanted to jump in front of a high speed train for that reason, in fact that is still my preferred method, but I just don't want to traumatise the driver and those having to literally pick up the pieces, but I really want to do it. At 125mph it would be lights out in an instant, no one has ever survived, in fact there has been many suicides in my area over the years involving much slower trains and they didn't survive either.

The thought of this body that I'm trapped in, which has caused me so many problems over the last 20 years, and so much pain and suffering, which has completely ruined my life and any hopes of me having a life again, being ripped into pieces in a final "fuck you body, this is your fault for letting me down, have a bit of this train" would be very satisfying to me indeed.
 
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ih34rty0u

ih34rty0u

“die young and save yourself”
Apr 16, 2024
104
nembutal, but more realistically - fentanyl
 
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sickofeverything

Specialist
Apr 17, 2026
360
Laughing gas to sleep, dying in sleep, general anesthesia to sleep no needle, propofol then however to end my life painlessly. Anything pain free, quick and preferably unconscious with no chance of waking from any pain, or better yet never being born
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
410
Bleeding out. If I were to commit I would probably choose something easier rather than what I desire though lol.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,835
As someone who has had 15 surgeries, the General Anaesthetic medication they injected into me (begins with a P but I can't remember) to put me to sleep was absolute bliss, so I would like that to drift off in the most peaceful, comfortable, dignified, and painless way possible, then have whatever else injected into me to make sure that I didn't wake up. I would like to experience some euphoria before I pass, to go out in a state of ecstasy. That would be my dream.
Interesting. For me general anaesthesia was just a skip ahead in time. There was no feeling of anything, just something in a vein, breathe with the mask, hey, surgery's over.
 
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underairpressure

underairpressure

Member
Nov 30, 2025
66
My "ideal" death used to be heroin overdose, where you get to feel absolute peace and bliss before slipping away into sleep. But then I found out I'm likely opioid resistant by nature. Ha. Ha. It's like a cruel joke.

And of course, heroin basically doesn't exist anymore. I've heard fent isn't nearly as euphoric or "warm", despite being more powerful. Possibly because it's TOO powerful, you just black out. Could be different for different people though.
 
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nendn

I will only react to constructive suggestions
Nov 23, 2025
45
Nembutal
 
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2muchpain2

2muchpain2

Experienced
Feb 27, 2025
264
I would want to die while on a beautiful hike, maybe in Yosemite or somewhere iconic like that. My dream method is to die that way to where everyone thinks it was an accident.
 
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tomame

tomame

forlorn 💔
Dec 28, 2025
163
it was drowning .. but, unfortunately i survived.

now it's lethal injection <3
with people watching thru glass 🤭
 
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Kanau_Nano

Kanau_Nano

Student
Apr 12, 2026
161
Fent. It would be amazing if I was certain I got fent and enough to od. I would probably cry from happiness. I would dress up nice lay in my room and disappear hugging my plushie. Also some chill music real loud. I just hope the emergency services could find me before I look too bad.
 
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cinnadoggirl1

cinnadoggirl1

~there is a hole at the center of everything~
Mar 27, 2026
6
something painless preferably, but that is unfortunately difficult to get.. I often dreamed about h
hanging myself from a backyard tree in my old house. lately I find myself dreaming of jumping off a tall building or cliff, since i live on an island
 
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Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
235
Becoming astronaut for artemis III mission, stepping on the moon and then opening the spacesuit.
 
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theendoftheroad

Member
Apr 19, 2026
26
Exactly how my dad did it, all I know is that he hung himself in a hotel. Which is how I'm going to do it but I wish I knew the specifics
 
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FrustratedMTFtrans

FrustratedMTFtrans

Member
Apr 17, 2026
44
I actually have a doodle already for this question:

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I wanna get stabbed multiple times by a hot woman! Shallow I know but damn it I wanna go kicking...


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Holy shit I have a lot of drawings of me dead. Should I be concerned?

I've seen you show up on here all the time talking about why you hate your existence and want to be rid of it, but you've been here for like 6 years now, what's stopping you, if you feel comfortable sharing? Is it like a failed attempt kinda thing or what? I'm curious because you seem to really not want to be alive with the way you poetically explain the futility of existence, and yet something is still

I actually have a doodle already for this question:

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I wanna get stabbed multiple times by a hot woman! Shallow I know but damn it I wanna go kicking...

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Holy shit I have a lot of drawings of me dead. Should I be concerned?

I've seen you show up on here all the time talking about why you hate your existence and want to be rid of it, but you've been here for like 6 years now, what's stopping you, if you feel comfortable sharing? Is it like a failed attempt kinda thing or what? I'm curious because you seem to really not want to be alive with the way you poetically explain the futility of existence, and yet something is still keeping you here...
I would also like to be stabbed by a hot woman or a MTF trans like myself, not multiple times, but once in my navel with a short sharp narrow knife without serration, so there's plenty of time to experience its effect. It should be done as the final part of a suicide/murder pact, in which we are both dressed, made up and wearing perfume for the occasion. We both start by overdosing together with help from vodka and end by stabbing each other in the navel just before we expect to die. Neither of us would face charges afterwards, as we will be dead.
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,031
Vaporized by a thermonuclear device.

Instant, done, period,

Walter
 
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AutheticN0d

New Member
Apr 20, 2026
1
Euthanasia Coaster, baby!! 🙌🎢

Someone make this a reality, pls.

 
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