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killdozer

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Dec 6, 2025
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If you could choose any method without having to deal with issues such as travel, government interference, ect. What method would you do?

Personally I'd like to have a drink before jumping off a tall building, maybe I'd livestream myself. Guess I might as well give some weirdo more jerk off material since I'll be dead anyways lol
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,333
Nembutal
 
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closetoyou

closetoyou

Member
Aug 19, 2025
81
looney tunes death where I get crushed by a large anvil and become a flat disc on the floor
 
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daruino

odi et amo
Nov 9, 2025
125
Nembutal obviously. I am very set on getting it as my suicide method. I hate that it is so difficult to commit suicide. It makes it more painful. Jumping is also a method that speaks to me, but I worry I might not have the courage to do it if I find a place, and I would feel bad for bystanders. I have contemplated perhaps putting myself in a body bag or something and then jumping. I wonder if people also have changed their mind while falling. I worry SI might kick in while falling and no time to really make peace with it. I also don't really like physical sensations, I would be deeply uncomfortable falling. I actually don't like the feeling of falling I just realised. I would need a drink first too... I guess simple nembutal is the best.
 
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endboss

endboss

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Apr 8, 2026
8
Nembutal, too. I fall asleep and then peace.
 
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LaetumCat

LaetumCat

I like to play with sharp items
May 11, 2025
112
If it would be easier to do, cutting. Or jumping from a building. Unfortunately for both, my SI stops me.
 
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AnonAnon1234

AnonAnon1234

Member
Aug 18, 2023
20
Nitrogen bag then have the evidence removed so it's unknown how I went. Or Nembutal. Possibly partial hanging as if done right you're unconscious in seconds then pass away while out.
 
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Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
685
It's not so much the method (although it is important), it's more the perfect mindset / state of mind / mood etc. I want to die while being completely at peace with everything and zero doubts infiltrating my mind. But I have severe ocd, so my mind is really almost never in that state. It even affects my methods, which are well prepared. Logically, I know they will work - but my stupid ocd brain keeps introducing elements of doubt and fear of failure. I am capable of ignoring the ocd for very brief periods and being impulsive. So that's my only real hope of succeeding.

But in answering the question, probably general anaesthetic and Nembutal or some other lethal dose of barbiturates. With a doctor or medical team that you 100% trust and know will make sure you don't suffer. (Or survive) That would be the dream scenario I guess. It's crazy to think, that this scenario is actually just what your cat or dog gets at the vet when their time is up. It shouldn't be a lot to ask for, if society was run properly and people had true autonomy over their own lives. But for most of us, it's merely a pipe dream… sigh 😔
 
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dearlydeparted44

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May 21, 2025
310
The method I'm about to do. Firearm in my own home. I'm going to leave in peace in the comfort of my own home. Yes, I know the method may be sort of violent, but I'm still going to enjoy a peaceful death. So, I'm looking forward to it.
 
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mikidagreen

mikidagreen

dismal enjoyer
Apr 14, 2026
3
probably having my wife shoot me, preferably with a shotgun so I know its assured. i could go out by the hands of the only person i have in my life.
 
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noah12

noah12

Frozen
Apr 10, 2026
20
Sitting on the edge of the river and simply pressing a button that releases h2s and disappear.
 
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nocturnal.fangs

nocturnal.fangs

where can I find rest but in death?
Apr 13, 2026
7
I don't know if I want a peaceful or violent death. I wish to die in my sleep, but at the same time, I also fantasize about shooting myself in the head or being stabbed.
 
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herms_sn

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Apr 13, 2026
13
I'd like to have a button to prevent being conceived.
No mess to clean up for anyone else, just never been there.
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
252
I'd like to have a button to prevent being conceived.
No mess to clean up for anyone else, just never been there.
i mean this a chicking and egg story. you cant have the button without existing first. but i defently like this one
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,977
I just wish for a death as peaceful and painless as possible, where this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake is finally all gone and forgotten, I just want peace from the abomination of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings but what I really want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all. I just want to be free from the terrible, dreadful torture of existing and I'll only be glad to never suffer ever again, only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
 
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sadbh

sadbh

Member
Apr 4, 2026
90
self immolation for political activism, though there's many difficult angles here
self immolation for political activism, though there's many difficult
 
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WiltedDreams

WiltedDreams

Until the very last sparks burn away
Feb 2, 2026
8
A firearm or Cyanide Pill. Something quick with little or minimal pain.
 
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Deathcrvsh

Deathcrvsh

Member
Apr 10, 2026
20
Fentanyl. You actually don't register that you stop breathing and it feels so nice.
 
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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
697
I actually have a doodle already for this question:

Wikipedia
I wanna get stabbed multiple times by a hot woman! Shallow I know but damn it I wanna go kicking...

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Holy shit I have a lot of drawings of me dead. Should I be concerned?

I just wish for a death as peaceful and painless as possible, where this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake is finally all gone and forgotten, I just want peace from the abomination of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings but what I really want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all. I just want to be free from the terrible, dreadful torture of existing and I'll only be glad to never suffer ever again, only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
I've seen you show up on here all the time talking about why you hate your existence and want to be rid of it, but you've been here for like 6 years now, what's stopping you, if you feel comfortable sharing? Is it like a failed attempt kinda thing or what? I'm curious because you seem to really not want to be alive with the way you poetically explain the futility of existence, and yet something is still keeping you here...
 
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chaotic_crow

Member
Apr 8, 2026
10
Whatever they use for medically assisted, quick, easy and painless and you don't have to sit there having a panic attack about the possibility of waking up again
 
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bender

Member
Dec 1, 2025
7
If you could choose any method without having to deal with issues such as travel, government interference, ect. What method would you do?

Personally I'd like to have a drink before jumping off a tall building, maybe I'd livestream myself. Guess I might as well give some weirdo more jerk off material since I'll be dead anyways lol
Just going to bed and never waking up
 
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Wishingfordeath

Wishingfordeath

Life for me is just one long bitter night
Apr 8, 2026
8
Shotgun via the mouth or euthanasia.
 
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