What is the song that accurately describes the aspect of your character that you hate?

[acephale]

And how do you deal with it?

For me, it is Ego by Willy William, I can't deal with my ego, he keeps ruining my life and I feel guilty afterward.

 

[moshimoshi]

For me it's this song, one of my favorites. It represents how I can't grow up while watching everyone around me advance in life. Also my self-hatred and I feel like the worst person

And how do you deal with it?

For me, it is Ego by Willy William, I can't deal with my ego, he keeps ruining my life and I feel guilty afterward.

Damn that's a badass video, I love the smoke he summons and the beat of the song is super catchy

 

[acephale]

For me it's this song, one of my favorites. It represents how I can't grow up while watching everyone around me advance in life. Also my self-hatred and I feel like the worst person


Damn that's a badass video, I love the smoke he summons and the beat of the song is super catchy

Yeah, it is very popular french song, I never got bored listening to it, my ego blinds me from seeing others people's progress which is kinda opposite of you although they may have more tangible wealth than me, my delusional high self-esteem keeps convincing me that I am better simply because I understand life better than them. And sometimes I hurt and lose them

 

[1MiserableGuy]

I can't provide a decent answer to this or the equal opposite thread about a song that you wish described you but doesn't. Nor relatable characters. I kinda just don't relate with media in any tangible way

 

[Not Today Satan]

I'm sober most of the time nowadays but I definitely still find this song relatable.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

This song best reflects my self-loathing, plus my anxiety too. I have it constantly looping in my head. Something I hate about myself most is just how much I hate myself.

 

[stuck_here]

I don't belong here.

 

[eatantz]

 

[sserafim]

 

[Tikialia]

I think it's this song tbh, minus the explicit parts of the lyrics.

 

[Malaria]

This song calls me out...

 

[acephale]

I'm sober most of the time nowadays but I definitely still find this song relatable.

Comparison is a very unpleasant emotion, I used to feel discomfort when I saw or heard about other people's success, I didn't have control over those feelings,, they just happened unconsciously in my mind and were very painful, I'd rather not see or hear about other people at all, and focus on myself instead. But I usually don't dwell on comparative thoughts, not even a bit. I guess my ego really does its job. Anyway, I wish you contentment and happiness with the stuff you are striving for.

 

[acephale]

I don't think stagnation is personality aspect, it is state cause by burnout from work or school, stress, lack of motivation. personality aspect are traits that are permanent or innate like impulsive, restless, intellectually curious, indecisive, emotionally sensitive, reckless, self-absorbed, insensitive.

I think it's this song tbh, minus the explicit parts of the lyrics.

Very nice song, I relate too much since the only girl I had ever loved, was reckless, stupid، self centered person nonetheless she gave me a meaning to my life.

 

[AprilsOrangeSpring]

I love this song, and this artist in general. It's not explicitly said in the song, but it's about fear. It's set up like the artist (NF) and fear having a conversation, and by the end NF ends up burying his fear.
Perfectly sums up how I'm feeling recently, and how much I hate my chronic paranoia.

The best part about it is in the end where he goes "You'll be out in a week". He's said that he originally meant it as in "fear is a good thing that you need sometimes, and you shouldn't completely get rid of it."
My interpretation though, is no matter how many times I manage to "bury my fear" and get better it always come back out, and it's a pointless fight between me and him.

Also!! The context behind this song is in an older song by him called Mansion (also a song that really speaks to me). In the song he says: "fear came to my house years ago, I let him in.... I thought that he would leave but it's obvious he never did; he must have picked a room and got comfortable and settled in."

There's also a part in that song that goes "is it me or the fear talking idk anymore." Then in Intro3 (the song I linked), his "fear" says "Hey I'm NF: is it me or the fear talking? Ha, what a dumb question."

Overall, 10/10 song. Definitely the best way I've seen my feeling put into actual words. I'm not sure how to say this without sounding stupid, but this guy's music is another level. I recommend the song "Nate" too. Helped me get through some really dark times..

Sorry this is a bit of a ramble, I just really love his music.

 

[Malaria]

Here's another one. I hate having various disorders. I hate feeling like I'm not functional as a human being. I want to know what "normal" feels like.

 

[Havnis]

 

[Dusk till dawn]

Shadows by midnight, this song describes me perfectly, however i had to pick a part of the lyrics that got to me the most, then it's this :

I meant to say "I love you" But instead I said goodbye

 

[Username1359751]

And how do you deal with it?

For me, it is Ego by Willy William, I can't deal with my ego, he keeps ruining my life and I feel guilty

Haven't learned to deal with it. Don't know what I'm fighting for...

Can't face what I've done, so haven't dealt with it.

I make it worse.

Delusional with a ctb plan.

Lethal stagefright and I fucked up my audition.

Love of an illusion of Love.

Any attempt at love, unrequited of course.

Can't wake up physically or figuratively and live, and am a nothing.

Obvious reasons.

The phantom of depression in my mind that I can not escape from that lives inside me mind.
Can't fight it.