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LuzurPhagget

LuzurPhagget

Experienced
Sep 15, 2019
288
Any time I use cannabis really. Lol, I wanted to try it as an alternative, but nah, just not for me. I just feel like my mind gets fractured. I lose track of time and just feel stuck and can't escape. It's hard to describe, but it just mangles with my already fukked mind. Definitely does not relax me
 
Stan

Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
2,589
Watching my second child being born, not breathing and having a medical SWAT team suddenly appear and work on him for a while before he 'fully came to life'
 
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falconeyes

Member
Sep 27, 2019
80
Had the classic old hag experience. For years i thought i legit encountered a ghost or demon but it was probably sleep paralysis. Probably
Sleep paralysis is bloody horrible. i had it for months after my partner died. i would see the old hag like time, usually wake up with it sitting on my chest screaming at me. i ended up running a tape recording at night just to put my mind at ease that it was in my head. I use to also see bright blue eyes in the wardrobe. always freaked me out. use to wake up in cold sweats.
I got that horrible experience when i was a teen, i was stressed at studying with troubled sleep, i got in bed nearly at 3.00 Am, then suddenly opened my eyes for no reason, to find a short faceless THING standing at the footboard with spherical-like object in its hand, then slowly rolled it over me to settle on my chest to find out it was a decapitated head. DAMN
 
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Escargot Shorts

Escargot Shorts

Tears-of-a-Clown Ass Bitch
Sep 26, 2018
188
one summer afternoon my friend and i were sitting on the curb at this parking lot just talking and hanging out and stuff when she points out that this car that pulled up nearby a few minutes ago still had this dude inside while the engine is idling and she points out how he's been staring at us. like. there were some stores and stuff nearby so it was like he could've been just waiting for someone so we tried to ignore him but it was just getting to uncomfortable. so i act like my phone is vibrating in my pocket, pick it and pretend i've gotten a phone call. in my fake call, i name where we currently and when i fake hang up, i tell my friend that we got a call from someone who was expecting to meet up with us soon.

so we get into my car and that's when the dude who was in his car the whole time, then backs up and leaves.

it was so weird and scary and we both screamed about how fucking creepy that was. it's also like, the smoothest i've ever been in my life and even then i feel like my phone acting was super phony but it most importantly kept my friend safe at least, i feel like
 
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Bathsheba

Specialist
Aug 31, 2019
318
It was when I took an overdose aged 15 at school. The realisation after I did it that I didn't want to die at that point, and those pills weren't going to come out of me and we're going to do me harm/ kill me. (I didn't know about making yourself throw up at that point) the whole experience of going to hospital, waiting to find out if I was going to be ok and having a stomach pump was horrible. I was told after the hospital staff gave me a 'bad time' to put me off doing it again.. Great, thanks for that.
 
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Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
1,325
Getting sick at age 20 with Complex Regional Pain Syndrome which is the highest ranking pain condition in medical history. I've been like this for 14 years now and every day is terrifying because it's like a game of Russian roulette. You never know what the day is going to be like. If the pain will be somewhat tolerable or if you're in such brutal pain that if you had a gun you would blow your brains out. I lost out on 14 years of my life at such an important she. Everything has been terrifying since age 20.
Getting sick at age 20 with Complex Regional Pain Syndrome which is the highest ranking pain condition in medical history. I've been like this for 14 years now and every day is terrifying because it's like a game of Russian roulette. You never know what the day is going to be like. If the pain will be somewhat tolerable or if you're in such brutal pain that if you had a gun you would blow your brains out. I lost out on 14 years of my life at such an important she. Everything has been terrifying since age 20.
 

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