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catflowers

catflowers

Experienced
Jul 31, 2022
225
All guys want to do is fuck you but all i can think about is killing myself
i know other people would care about me but the chemistry of sn is so easy to do and every 19 year old my age does it
I think as a woman people understand you more but it gets hard to live and shit when nobody seems to fucking care about anything but humanity
there's death all around us but as long as it's not a human one we don't give a fuck
Women in the US are told to wait it off or actually do it if they are suicidal
Guys tend to not give a fuck and just keep it to themselves
i got called gross for wanting to be raped but it's either that or blowing my brains out
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
All guys want to do is fuck you
it certainly feels that way. i literally cant count how many times i got dropped for not wanting to send a pic
 
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catflowers

catflowers

Experienced
Jul 31, 2022
225
it certainly feels that way. i literally cant count how many times i got dropped for not wanting to send a pic
back in high school a lot of guys just ignored me but if you dont have a guy what is the point of living
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
back in high school a lot of guys just ignored me but if you dont have a guy what is the point of living
i kinda wish they had of ignored me now. i never slept with any of them but out of all my friends my ex to not ratio was a little high
 
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nosurpries

nosurpries

Member
Jul 3, 2022
97
superficial interactions with men made me want to die almost everyday that i worked my last job (i was a waitress). men would chat me up and i would smile and laugh with them when on the inside i was a complete ghost. i knew that i am unlovable then just as much as i know now. i knew they didn't really want me they just want my body, it made me feel awful and still today it makes me feel sick and depressed. i wish romance wasn't dead, i wish that i could have a fullfilling relationship.

it all feels like plastic.
 
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catflowers

Experienced
Jul 31, 2022
225
superficial interactions with men made me want to die almost everyday that i worked my last job (i was a waitress). men would chat me up and i would smile and laugh with them when on the inside i was a complete ghost. i knew that i am unlovable then just as much as i know now. i knew they didn't really want me they just want my body, it made me feel awful and still today it makes me feel sick and depressed. i wish romance wasn't dead, i wish that i could have a fullfilling relationship.

it all feels like plastic.
i hate fak because i have been around for so long it's like suicide is the only answer
 
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Hiraeth Grimoire

Hiraeth Grimoire

Longing to answer the call of the Void
May 21, 2022
154
As a loner/doomer/autistcel/depressive/nerd male, also 19 years of age, having looked at the other side of the coin, it also seems pretty bleak. At this point, I couldn't give two fucks about society, or how they view me. I went through an incel phase realizing I am undesirable to others when I still cared, before my totality of endeadenment, but then I came to realize, that relationships and "dating" (bleh, fuck that word) are also undesirable, and life is by virtue of an overall analysis, also undesirable. Sorry you are also feeling fucked over as a female, as I know you all have a set of unique horrors to endure. I think all of us universally are getting fucked over in some way, and I disapprove. Fuck this place, and good riddance cruel world!
 
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Yakamoz

Yakamoz

passer-by
Jun 26, 2022
324
Being a man is even tougher!
 
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JustSwingingTheD

Experienced
Jan 31, 2022
204
All guys want to do is fuck you but all i can think about is killing myself

i got called gross for wanting to be raped but it's either that or blowing my brains out
This is not making much sense.
 
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JustSwingingTheD

Experienced
Jan 31, 2022
204
guys just want to have sex with me but i want to kill myself not gonna date anyone
Lot of guys are like dogs chasing cars. They wouldn't really know what to do with a one if they catched them.

So they have sex with them.
 
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gottablast888

gottablast888

Student
Apr 15, 2022
171
Being a man is even tougher!
i once had a nightmare i was living as a man in an alternate universe, i was aware this isnt the body that belongs to me. i had to work so hard, i hated it. i woke up relieved to be a woman on planet earth
 
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Yakamoz

Yakamoz

passer-by
Jun 26, 2022
324
i once had a nightmare i was living as a man in an alternate universe, i was aware this isnt the body that belongs to me. i had to work so hard, i hated it. i woke up relieved to be a woman on planet earth
telling you, be grateful.
 
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Lawliet

Lawliet

b a n g
Sep 15, 2020
357
Being a man is even tougher!
where's the laugh/vomit reaction

i'm a dude and we've got it easy compared to women. gender gap pay, periods/giving birth/child rearing + cost of each, fetishizing, job discrimination, beauty standards, lack of rights (especially in underdeveloped countries), hate crimes/sexual harassment, ageism clothes cost more, i can go on if you need me to.

men have their own problems But your type of toxic masculinity is the exact type of bullshit this person is trying to escape. you're embarrassing
 
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Girl-shaped Wound

Girl-shaped Wound

In love with a person that doesn't exist
Feb 19, 2022
148
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Girl-shaped Wound

In love with a person that doesn't exist
Feb 19, 2022
148
Love the Richey Edwards avatar!
Always loved that Generation Terrorists tattoo.
Omg thank you, so happy to see another Richey/Manics fan! Re-reading Everything: A Book About MSP helped me hold on to what's left of myself for the past few weeks.
I am considering getting the tattoo (maybe with Culture Alienation Boredom And Despair instead of Useless Generation) someday if I don't CTB first.
 
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tired868686

Member
Aug 27, 2022
69
Omg thank you, so happy to see another Richey/Manics fan! Re-reading Everything: A Book About MSP helped me hold on to what's left of myself for the past few weeks.
I am considering getting the tattoo (maybe with Culture Alienation Boredom And Despair instead of Useless Generation) someday if I don't CTB first.
I love MSP. What's your favourite album?
Is the book good?
He was such a good lyricist! Almost unbeleivable how good he was at such a young age. Amazing perspective.
Definitely get the tattoo if you can! I like your idea of getting Culture Alienation Boredom and Despair.
 
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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
433
There is no point especially in terms of love. You see, deep down every woman wants the well off man who is also handsome, treated his woman right, and spoils her as well as respects her. All women want the same type of man but only about five percent of women can obtain that type of man and I was one of those women who had that type of man and wished everyday my mental health hadn't destroyed it. I'm saying that, if you aren't top tier attractive, as a woman you won't get that type of guy. You'll have to settle with the guy that has a bad job, degrades women, and most likely is a loser. I can say having dated broke, shitty men to dating successful well off men who also cherish and respect women, it is NOT a fun time being with the average guy because a LOT of issues can arise and often do. It is better to be alone or
Dead if you know you can't obtain the guy all women are running after because having to settle is a disgusting and miserable life, trust me. I share this because honesty is much needed and I've experienced both sides of men.
Super attractive women get the best men and the best men are the men every woman is trying to obtain but if you're fat, past the age of 35, a single parent, etc it's best to realize you'll never have that type of love because as amazing as those dream guys are, they LOVE a beautiful feminine woman.

I would suggest any woman who can't find that to really figure out if they can either be happy settling for the other guys (99 percent of men are losers going
Nowhere) or if they can be happy being all alone and single. If they can't do either, what is the point of being alive?

I lost the love of my life and he was the dream guy type. The other side of men isn't pleasant and will lead to stress and poor ways of living. And if you're a woman who is the "good enough to fuck but not good enough to date" type in
Men's eyes, well, that's not an encouraging reason to live either.
Being a man is even tougher!
Being a man is tough if you're broke, lazy, and unmotivated. Successful men love being men. ♥️
 
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Yakamoz

Yakamoz

passer-by
Jun 26, 2022
324
where's the laugh/vomit reaction

i'm a dude and we've got it easy compared to women. gender gap pay, periods/giving birth/child rearing + cost of each, fetishizing, job discrimination, beauty standards, lack of rights (especially in underdeveloped countries), hate crimes/sexual harassment, ageism clothes cost more, i can go on if you need me to.

men have their own problems But your type of toxic masculinity is the exact type of bullshit this person is trying to escape. you're embarrassing
respectfully disagree
 
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Funeralprincess

Death never turned on me
May 8, 2022
433
where's the laugh/vomit reaction

i'm a dude and we've got it easy compared to women. gender gap pay, periods/giving birth/child rearing + cost of each, fetishizing, job discrimination, beauty standards, lack of rights (especially in underdeveloped countries), hate crimes/sexual harassment, ageism clothes cost more, i can go on if you need me to.

men have their own problems But your type of toxic masculinity is the exact type of bullshit this person is trying to escape. you're embarrassing

I agree with this. My guy friend is very successful and he was saying the other day to me this: "I'm really glad I'm not a woman lol. I don't have to be attractive or young, I just have to make good money and people fall at my feet. I can't imagine being a woman because that would mean I'd need to do more character development and work harder to get a top tier relationship"

I just stared in awe how he openly said the truth lmao
 
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Lonerzepam

O'lord! I Have My Doubts
Sep 2, 2022
619
I agree with this. My guy friend is very successful and he was saying the other day to me this: "I'm really glad I'm not a woman lol. I don't have to be attractive or young, I just have to make good money and people fall at my feet. I can't imagine being a woman because that would mean I'd need to do more character development and work harder to get a top tier relationship"

I just stared in awe how he openly said the truth lmao
I think there's no point in this discussion at all both have their pros and cons
 
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madiroze

Member
Feb 5, 2022
89
I agree with this. My guy friend is very successful and he was saying the other day to me this: "I'm really glad I'm not a woman lol. I don't have to be attractive or young, I just have to make good money and people fall at my feet. I can't imagine being a woman because that would mean I'd need to do more character development and work harder to get a top tier relationship"

I just stared in awe how he openly said the truth lmao
Is your boyfriend Andrew Tate? I'm just kidding by the way, it's so refreshing when a guy is honest.
 
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sevenkarmas

Student
Oct 10, 2022
170
Each sex has it's own set of problems. This isn't limited. Studies show men are much more likely to commit suicide, but I think it's because we tend to be more impulsive and risk takers. Don't let this devolve into a he vs she issue. We all have demons that we are fighting.
 
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onetapgandhi

Student
Oct 4, 2022
119
What's the point of living as a man? Any problems, you are supposed to tough it out. Parents raise you like a slave. They never treat you right. You are supposed to take care of everyone. Have responsibility of the whole household. You can be deathly depressed but still supposed to be the rock of the family. If you ever show emotions, you get called out on your manhood. Your success is a product of the system but your failure is your own fault. You are only valued for your success and despised and thrown out if you fail. All you are supposed to be is a giver.
Just see for me, Almost everyone in my family suspects I'm about to kick the bucket and they keep me under surveillance, yet I am still asked to carry out all the things that got me to this point. I am still supposed to take care of the failing business I abandoned my life for and invested 6 years into. I am still supposed to take care of the paperwork for my parent's divorce. I am still told daily that I failed when this whole venture wasn't even my idea and insulted over it.

A man is born on this earth to be punished. A woman is sent to be lived. You'll find someone who takes care of you. I will toil till my body is nothing manure for this land
 
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Littlewittlelight

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Sep 3, 2022
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There is no point especially in terms of love. You see, deep down every woman wants the well off man who is also handsome, treated his woman right, and spoils her as well as respects her. All women want the same type of man but only about five percent of women can obtain that type of man and I was one of those women who had that type of man and wished everyday my mental health hadn't destroyed it. I'm saying that, if you aren't top tier attractive, as a woman you won't get that type of guy. You'll have to settle with the guy that has a bad job, degrades women, and most likely is a loser. I can say having dated broke, shitty men to dating successful well off men who also cherish and respect women, it is NOT a fun time being with the average guy because a LOT of issues can arise and often do. It is better to be alone or
Dead if you know you can't obtain the guy all women are running after because having to settle is a disgusting and miserable life, trust me. I share this because honesty is much needed and I've experienced both sides of men.
Super attractive women get the best men and the best men are the men every woman is trying to obtain but if you're fat, past the age of 35, a single parent, etc it's best to realize you'll never have that type of love because as amazing as those dream guys are, they LOVE a beautiful feminine woman.

I would suggest any woman who can't find that to really figure out if they can either be happy settling for the other guys (99 percent of men are losers going
Nowhere) or if they can be happy being all alone and single. If they can't do either, what is the point of being alive?

I lost the love of my life and he was the dream guy type. The other side of men isn't pleasant and will lead to stress and poor ways of living. And if you're a woman who is the "good enough to fuck but not good enough to date" type in
Men's eyes, well, that's not an encouraging reason to live either.

Being a man is tough if you're broke, lazy, and unmotivated. Successful men love being men. ♥️
Don't know where you male friend lives but he is a threat to both male's and female's life. He wants female to look pretty and males to make loads of money so there are two ways you can distort your face or shape it until it looks as you want and committ crime to make loads of money and stand with chest out then land a slow blow on your male chest like king Kong and you are good to go. The standards are pretty bad in today's world and it's sad that not all the males who look good can be competitive and not all the females who are competitive can look good. Just sad
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
My dear young person the point of living without a dude....is so you can find one! He is out there, you will run into him one day. Unfortunately you cannot order a dude of your very own from eBay or Amazon. Though it would be quicker, but you'd still have to wait for shipping and delivery.
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,233
All guys want to do is fuck you but all i can think about is killing myself
i know other people would care about me but the chemistry of sn is so easy to do and every 19 year old my age does it
I think as a woman people understand you more but it gets hard to live and shit when nobody seems to fucking care about anything but humanity
there's death all around us but as long as it's not a human one we don't give a fuck
Women in the US are told to wait it off or actually do it if they are suicidal
Guys tend to not give a fuck and just keep it to themselves
i got called gross for wanting to be raped but it's either that or blowing my brains out
My ex tells me that my only purpose is to be an object and entertainment for men, and without that I have no purpose in this world and should kill myself.
 
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hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,229
We are all fucked here. You consider yourself a pigeon? Ok you still fucked up and sad, regardless. I came to the conclusion that nothinf really matters, what matters is one exclusive and personal hell. Every hell is unique and I am sure I wouldn't wanna visit any other persons hell.
 
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