What is the chronic illness that you have?

[nothingbutyou]

basically the title,
without mentioning depression, what chronic illnesses do you suffer from?

 

[Alexandra_]

I have so many chronic diseases. But the worst of them is catastrophic tinnitus. I dream of dying as soon as possible. Because only death can solve all my problems

 

[nothingbutyou]

I have so many chronic diseases. But the worst of them is catastrophic tinnitus. I dream of dying as soon as possible. Because only death can solve all my problems

i also have many, tbi and heart diseases, im suffering every second

 

[Alexandra_]

i also have many, tbi and heart diseases, im suffering every second

I'm so sorry, friend. I suffer too, absolutely every fucking day and every night. Even now, my sick body won't let me drink SN. I'm treating gastritis and dreaming of KTB. We don't deserve all this. Life is very unfair to many of us. Strength to you

 

[Misanthrope0000]

Chronic constipation I know it sounds funny but it's actually hell that I bled a lot one time
I need "injection laxa" to get everything out otherwise it'll get too backed up before I get the urge to use the bathroom and it'll hurt like hell tbh I hope I get colon cancer and die soon

 

[brokencookie]

Officially I have severe depression but I know there's something going on physically and my life is on a thin life atp

I'm so tired of doctors dismissing me and saying it's my soul that's hurting and that I need psychiatric help

 

[Alexandra_]

Chronic constipation I know it sounds funny but it's actually hell that I bled a lot one time
I need "injection laxa" to get everything out otherwise it'll get too backed up before I get the urge to use the bathroom and it'll hurt like hell tbh I hope I get colon cancer and die soon

This is terrible. Lactulose helps well, it is not addictive - it is a nourishment for the intestines. Get well soon

 

[forgivemegod]

I have NDPH(New Daily Persistent Headache) since 2021, I live with a constant headache (24 hours a day) that is incurable since a doctor made a mistake and prescribed me a medicine that I couldn't take, since then I live with pain all the time, and I can't do much physical effort, before that I was an athlete and I had a happy life.

 

[unluckysadness]

I have cervical dystonia (and other health issues including pelvic pain). when i have spasms it's really difficult. it's a rare disease. you can google it if you want. i know someone from a facebook group who killed himself because of its condition. it's a very cruel disease often caused by huge stress of trauma (in my case caused by problems at my working place and other personal things). i don't work anymore, cannot drive, no friends, no partner (never had one), certainly Aspergers syndrome and many more shitty things. I consider I have good reasons to leave. I don't really want to leave. I'd prefere to have a good life. My life ended before it started. That's unfair. i hope i'll go in heaven because i feel i'm a good man. Today i talked to nobody because of my isolation. I take valium for my anxiety and think about CTB everyday since years. Thanks God i can write some words on this forum. i wish peace to EVERYONE who are suffering so much

Chronic constipation I know it sounds funny but it's actually hell that I bled a lot one time
I need "injection laxa" to get everything out otherwise it'll get too backed up before I get the urge to use the bathroom and it'll hurt like hell tbh I hope I get colon cancer and die soon

it doesn't sounds funny at all I wish you the relief you deserve. Peace on you

I have so many chronic diseases. But the worst of them is catastrophic tinnitus. I dream of dying as soon as possible. Because only death can solve all my problems

i'm so sorry for you. tinnitus is one of the most cruel disease. once i saw on TV a woman who asked for assisted suicide for this issue but i don"t remember if she got the right to do it. all my prayers for you dear friend

I have so many chronic diseases. But the worst of them is catastrophic tinnitus. I dream of dying as soon as possible. Because only death can solve all my problems

i'm so sorry for you. tinnitus is one of the most cruel disease. once i saw on TV a woman who asked for assisted suicide for this issue but i don"t remember if she got the right to do it. all my prayers for you dear friend

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

i have bad physical chronic conditions. but even if i didn't if i were young , healthy , like back when i was 18 and had other things they consider a good life like a good high paying job i would still want to kill myself asap . that's after thinking about it logically there is no reason to live and many reasons to leave this hell.

i despise existence / life / consciousness and this evil prison world and the universe more than words can say. i would never want to live under any circumstances ever .

 

[unluckysadness]

I have NDPH(New Daily Persistent Headache) since 2021, I live with a constant headache (24 hours a day) that is incurable since a doctor made a mistake and prescribed me a medicine that I couldn't take, since then I live with pain all the time, and I can't do much physical effort, before that I was an athlete and I had a happy life.

all my prayers for you it's even more cruel when you have an "invisible" disability. i'm so empathic. my grandmother had constant headache. i was quite "happy" when she died (she was 90+ yo) i knew her battle was finally over. she prayed a lot in her life so i guess she's with angels now

 

[RosieRed84]

basically the title,
without mentioning depression, what chronic illnesses do you suffer from?

Physically I have type 2 diabetes. I also have ADHD and C-PTSD

 

[fatty44]

Bipolar, prevented me from living a normal life since an early age. Every night I pray to pass peacefully, im just too scared of this life

 

[soledad.virgen]

neuropathy and borderline personality disorder. could be worse i guess but idk it's really rough

 

[eattwinkiesseejesus]

Bipolar, bpd, cptsd

 

[leot83]

Pulsatile tinnitus, I want to die.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Some sort of yet to be diagnosed heart issue, and that im a femboy.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I have ckd, chronic ear problems which my doctors haven't been able to figure out for god knows how long, and some sort of heart problems. Heart problems run in both sides of my family unfortunately. :/

 

[22yearsbroken]

Chronic liver cirrhosis/disease
Osteopenia
Osteoporosis
osteoarthritis
Neuropathy
Intermittent hepatic encephalopathy
Kidney and apleen issues..

 

[PAQUITOELCHOCOLATER]

Blood pressure and venous insufficiency . The last one is killing me , horrible pain

 

[Wolf Girl]

Fibromyalgia/IBS, GERD, and autism

 

[Jisatsu]

Bpd, mdd, ptsd , bulimia , gad and scizoaffective disorder

 

[Imeavie]

I have Narcolepsy with Cataplexy, as well as a torn labrum in my shoulder for 12 years that I cannot afford to repair, and is deteriorating.

 

[Corovaner]

Chronic constipation I know it sounds funny but it's actually hell that I bled a lot one time
I need "injection laxa" to get everything out otherwise it'll get too backed up before I get the urge to use the bathroom and it'll hurt like hell tbh I hope I get colon cancer and die soon

You can use hymecromone, it helped me a lot with this problem.

Chronic liver cirrhosis/disease
Osteopenia
Osteoporosis
osteoarthritis
Neuropathy
Intermittent hepatic encephalopathy
Kidney and apleen issues..

Oh, dear... I cannot find the words

 

[darksouls]

Fibromyalgia/IBS, GERD, and autism

Fibromyalgia is also one of my chronic diseases
it is truly hell
I am so sorry for your suffering

 

[ellevain]

Thalassemia major. Osteoporosis and recurring infections as results. I have this one inch long, and one inch deep infection that I have been dealing with for ten long months.

Not mentioning mental illenesses. Everyone has them.

 

[polm]

Bodywide muscle weakness
Bodywide tendinitis
Bodywide stinging neuropathy
Insomnia
Internal vibration
Unbearable pain
Post vitreous detachment in both eyes
Eye floaters in vision, after images
Tinnitus
Migraine
Degeneration of jaw
Gums receding teeth are loose
Checking out before organs start to fail

 

[littleearthquakes]

basically the title,
without mentioning depression, what chronic illnesses do you suffer from?

A ton but just finally diagnosed with a severe autoimmune arthritis condition and also have EDS, POTS, chronic migraine, IBS, TMJ. There's more too. Basically my whole body is falling apart.

 

[Xiaojiu]

Axial Spondyloarthritis
Psoriatic Arthritis
Fibromyalgia
Osteoarthritis in several joints
Chronic enthesitis/tendinitis/tendinosis all over body
Tendons, ligaments, and labrum tears
Spinal stenosis
Spinal Bone Spurs
Radiculopathy
Chronic Migraines
TMJD (Anesthesiologist dislocated my jaw)
SI joint pain
Eye floaters
Tinnitus
IBS
Liver disease
Went through botched failed surgery

I want to kill myself everyday because of all this

 

[overload]

visual snow syndrome (VSS) with extreme eye, neck, head and ear pain plus another thing that i sum up as a sex addiction but is much more complex with extreme anxiety and panic. chronic rhinitis, chronic pelvic pain syndrome i guess with elements of post orgasmic illness syndrome, persistent sexual arousal disorder, balanitis and congenital phimosis.

social anxiety, OCD and i suspect being borderline/obsessive compulsive personality disorder