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juxtaposse

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Jan 16, 2025
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It seems sn is really hard to access. Good ol merica loves their guns so I should in theory be able to get a gun, right? I don't have anything that should flag in the background check. What gun would be the most affordable for me to buy for this purpose?
 
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tonicer

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Nov 13, 2025
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Can't you just go to a shooting range lying about being interested in getting into guns and get a gun to try if it's for you and shoot yourself with it? That was for a while my plan to kill myself. I guess it ruins the owners day but i get out of this shitty life.
 
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juxtaposse

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Jan 16, 2025
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Can't you just go to a shooting range lying about being interested in getting into guns and get a gun to try if it's for you and shoot yourself with it? That was for a while my plan to kill myself. I guess it ruins the owners day but i get out of this shitty life.
I really don't want to traumatize other people and they usually require you have someone with you like a friend in this state
 
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hurb

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Jan 22, 2026
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although i dont have access to guns in my country , i would love to learn this answer too . u never know one day i find myself in the army with a lot of guns to choose from i rather use smthg that would kill me instantly
 
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Ligottian

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Dec 19, 2021
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Years ago, I read about a guy who has some shotgun shells but no gun. He went into a store that sold guns and asked to be shown a gun of that caliber. He loaded it and killed himself right on the spot.
 
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tonicer

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Nov 13, 2025
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I really don't want to traumatize other people and they usually require you have someone with you like a friend in this state
Me neither but this life is too much to handle so i don't care that much anymore. Maybe if you find a drugdealer he can get a gun for you?!
 
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juxtaposse

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Jan 16, 2025
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I could also OD on Tylenol but I think that would be a slow painful death. I also have muscle relaxers, not sure if those could kill me.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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I could also OD on Tylenol but I think that would be a slow painful death. I also have muscle relaxers, not sure if those could kill me.
That won't be effective
It seems sn is really hard to access. Good ol merica loves their guns so I should in theory be able to get a gun, right? I don't have anything that should flag in the background check. What gun would be the most affordable for me to buy for this purpose?
I live in a very gun friendly Southern USA state. I don't even need a license in order to purchase a gun. I can just walk in and 3 Days Later walk out with a shiny new 12 gauge shotgun. They do have a 3-day waiting period unless you are licensed to carry a firearm. I think the cost of the shottie I was looking at was around $800. Mossberg 12G
 

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