• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    šŸ‘‰ View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
WalmartSoap

WalmartSoap

(⁠t⁠d⁠ω⁠d⁠t⁠)⁠ノ⁠♔
Jun 1, 2026
31
I think I'm gonna bite the bullet (pun intended) and buy a handgun of some sort on my next birthday, as I believe they're fairly accessible here in WI. I guess the countdown begins.

Any tips for the purchase of my first handgun? (I.e. what gun should I buy for the best results, how expensive it might be, details surrounding the background checking process, references to related legislation, ammunition, etc.) Any help would be appreciated.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Zenova_ and Passenger4224
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
499
There is a megathread for firearms, I got a lot of useful info from there regarding what to buy, what to rule out, where to aim, etc. Check the pinned thread "Suicide Resource Compilation"! (idk how to link threads myself)

Have you used a gun before? If not, I would do a bit of internet research. I had never used a gun before so I was going to buy a revolver so I watched videos on how to use it. They are straightforward to use which I thought would be great for someone like me that isn't good at working things.

My personal budget was about 500 bucks.

How do you feel about walking into the store? I was a bit nervous, I didn't want to feel out of place, so I researched general details about guns and watched a few videos on gun store etiquette.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: mekhi, sadbh—itstimetogošŸ¤Ž, broken_stoic and 2 others
Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
250
I don't live in the US, so I can't offer anything.

Here is the firearms thread though.

 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: DeathSweetDeath, WalmartSoap and Passenger4224
WalmartSoap

WalmartSoap

(⁠t⁠d⁠ω⁠d⁠t⁠)⁠ノ⁠♔
Jun 1, 2026
31
There is a megathread for firearms, I got a lot of useful info from there regarding what to buy, what to rule out, where to aim, etc. Check the pinned thread "Suicide Resource Compilation"! (idk how to link threads myself)

Have you used a gun before? If not, I would do a bit of internet research. I had never used a gun before so I was going to buy a revolver so I watched videos on how to use it. They are straightforward to use which I thought would be great for someone like me that isn't good at working things.

My personal budget was about 500 bucks.

How do you feel about walking into the store? I was a bit nervous, I didn't want to feel out of place, so I researched general details about guns and watched a few videos on gun store etiquette.
Completely inexperienced with gun handling and purchase.. I'm fairly young so I would feel awkward walking in-store, but anything if it's worth it. If I get my answers, nobody's going to see me again so anxiety and etiquette isn't a main concern for me lol.

Thanks for the megathread reference. I know of a gun range nearby, would it be useful to try something out physically before a purchase? Or does aim not matter if your caliber is large enough?
 
Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
250
Completely inexperienced with gun handling and purchase.. I'm fairly young so I would feel awkward walking in-store, but anything if it's worth it. If I get my answers, nobody's going to see me again so anxiety and etiquette isn't a main concern for me lol.

Thanks for the megathread reference. I know of a gun range nearby, would it be useful to try something out physically before a purchase? Or does aim not matter if your caliber is large enough?

If I were out looking for a firearm, I would probably go with hunting as my reason. Guess it depends on your area.

Knowing your gun wouldn't hurt either. You don't want to screw up based on a small technical error.

I believe the megathread covers aim and caliber. Essentially you are aiming to destroy the brainstem. Don't place a barrel under your chin as it could blow half your face off without a fatality. Its best in the mouth, aiming slightly upward to hit the back of your head. About eyeball level.

I'm guessing the aiming is more important with a handgun. A shotgun will not leave much left when using the right ammo. You could still screw up though. I knew someone that did, he had to fire a second shot with a portion of his face blown off. (Its believed he shot under the chin and slipped, then fired again into his face)
 
  • Like
Reactions: WalmartSoap
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
499
Completely inexperienced with gun handling and purchase.. I'm fairly young so I would feel awkward walking in-store, but anything if it's worth it. If I get my answers, nobody's going to see me again so anxiety and etiquette isn't a main concern for me lol.

Thanks for the megathread reference. I know of a gun range nearby, would it be useful to try something out physically before a purchase? Or does aim not matter if your caliber is large enough?
Yea if someone can learn at a range or something before their actual attempt, that would help
 
  • Like
Reactions: itsgone2
I

itsgone2

-
Sep 21, 2025
2,086
Yea if someone can learn at a range or something before their actual attempt, that would help
I went this weekend. There is less kickback than I expected. It still affected some shots. It gave me confidence to make a purchase.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Passenger4224
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
499
I went this weekend. There is less kickback than I expected. It still affected some shots. It gave me confidence to make a purchase.
I'm glad it's working out for you! Which gun was it?
 
I

itsgone2

-
Sep 21, 2025
2,086
I'm glad it's working out for you! Which gun was it?
Maybe. I like it. Canik sfx. Tested a few. This had the best trigger. Still though. This will be tougher then expected.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Passenger4224

Similar threads

hihi2027
Replies
13
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
MeSauce
MeSauce
whocaresabouttrans
Replies
1
Views
177
Suicide Discussion
LXR515
LXR515
[gbd8]
Replies
17
Views
2K
Suicide Discussion
GoodOleJasper
GoodOleJasper
L
Replies
0
Views
275
Suicide Discussion
LumppyLoser
L