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19andOverdue

19andOverdue

Member
Jun 12, 2022
80
I've been hopelessly suicidal my entire life. There's no reason for me to be awake, I need to return to the existential womb of unconsciousness, and Xanax (or even opiates) is the only facilitator of that. What are the best methods of finding a dealer? I've been connected to some through friends before, but obviously, im socially repulsive to everyone now, so I need to do it through the internet or through the sketchy parts of town. What would be my best approach? I need this.
 
LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,362
You can try to find Xanax and other benzos through the Dark Web. There's a stickied guide on the top of this forum subsection.

Bear in mind Xanax or other benzos isn't going to cut it as a suicide method. Opiates would be better but still, educate yourself and use caution.
 
R

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Specialist
Mar 12, 2024
397
Depending where you are there are online pharmacies on the clear web that will sell Xanax (and other benzos) without a prescription. You need to take care and apply a bit of common sense to avoid scams but they can be found.

Street Xanax and the stuff you find on the DNMs (especially loose tablets and "bars" that are not in blister strips/original packaging) may not actually contain genuine alprazolam so it's worth being cautious if you go down that route.
 

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