19andOverdue
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- Jun 12, 2022
- 80
I've been hopelessly suicidal my entire life. There's no reason for me to be awake, I need to return to the existential womb of unconsciousness, and Xanax (or even opiates) is the only facilitator of that. What are the best methods of finding a dealer? I've been connected to some through friends before, but obviously, im socially repulsive to everyone now, so I need to do it through the internet or through the sketchy parts of town. What would be my best approach? I need this.