Hi, sorry have to hide my correspondence , I have two antithetical life situations going on, my husband has terminal cancer and is fighting to stay alive mentally healthy too. I feel like I am older than most posts I've seen, and have more disposable income or access to it, and a supply of pain pills, benzos, ( and a script for Ondanestron 8 mg for nauseas ? ) I have money and can save for few months if necessary, suffice to say I have money, not a young person just starting out, struggling day to day, 6 figure salary. Are we talking $100, $500, ..Thank you I really appreciate this, the peace I want to feel when I have a plan is priceless, my nature is always to question and do research, but I need your knowledge so thank you again !