Discussion What is stopping you from ctb right this second?

[lukespain22]

What is stopping you from ctb right this second?

 

[yive]

i don't have a gun

 

[hfdepression30]

Because I'm not home alone, which I usually am on the weekends. If I was alone right now I would be preparing to ctb this second

 

[intr0verse]

Lacking a reliable and peaceful method to kill both my SI and then the (my) existence itself.

 

[eternalflame]

Lack of free time also guilt about my family and afterlife.

 

[AnneRee]

Foremost don't want to hurt my family ,aside from that I don't get time alone and
access to a method - I would practise hanging if I lived alone and didn't have family that would be affected - it's so frustrating as you all know

 

[stormed lucky]

What is stopping you from ctb right this second?

BEING HERE RIGHT NOW IN THIS THREAD

 

[FuneralCry]

For me it is because ctb is very difficult. I have limited access to methods and I fear the method failing and ending up with damage. It is awful how it has to be this way, suicide should be easier. There is nothing that actually makes me want to stay alive, if it was up to me I would choose to peacefully pass away in my sleep. For now it feels as though I am trapped in endless suffering with no escape.

 

[madebrief]

Postal services .

 

[Julgran]

What's stopping me from ending my life right at this second is a sense of "you are not supposed to do it", even though I'm not religious. I do have SN ready at hand, so I'm just waiting for the right moment.

 

[outrider567]

My niece's baby is due first week of September, I'm her only uncle--don't want to CTB before the baby is due

 

[Zerengin96]

i have no suitable method yet

 

[tired.]

The people in my life make me feel like shit for wanting to. I'm also scared of it failing and messing up my body or me changing my mind and not being able to go back.

 

[Blondi]

I do not have a comfortable method and i do not want to die alone .

 

[Banshee]

Like a lot of people, my parents are the reason. When they pass, I'll CTB

 

[MountainMonkey]

no N.

 

[chloramine]

Currently too exhausted to try a method that probably won't work yet again. If possible I'd also like to do it not at home, but I've been worn down enough to be willing to overlook that. I've got precautions in place to hopefully make it so no one has to find me even if I do though

 

[stormed lucky]

i made a decision, im here in person, grace, not atall mitochondria soulfull, or not

 

[Nothingtoadd]

Feeling of guilt towards my family members.

That's the main reason many us are not comitting suicide

 

[hellispink]

I don't know. It is hard to give up on myself.

 

[Hope:-)]

Means. I'm only doing it a peaceful way.
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