What is holding you back?

[Mr2005]

The feeling like that can't be it I must have forgotten something

 

[fieldofash]

fear of spiritual retribution and THAT'S IT.

 

[Muerte negra]

Mis hijas pequeñas, las amo tanto y ellas Ami. Mi madre , son lo único que me detienen.

 

[imcurious]

A potentially happy future. Sometimes I wonder if things will turn around. I'll wake up one day and something, or someone, will whisk me away into a life I could never imagine myself. I won't be so depressed and I will be able to feel again. I'll be happy and excited again.

 

[thedaywillcome]

A potentially happy future. Sometimes I wonder if things will turn around. I'll wake up one day and something, or someone, will whisk me away into a life I could never imagine myself. I won't be so depressed and I will be able to feel again. I'll be happy and excited again.

Thats hope. Hope is equal SI.

 

[SCW]

i don't want to force anybody to be the last person I spoke to.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

What's holding me back is inertia… Today I was in the supermarket and I was hungry and I just stared at a tunafish sandwich For a really long time – walking away and coming back to the sandwich wondering if I should buy it…
When I get into this depressive state I become unable to make very basic decisions…
I am somewhat in awe of people who bother to gather materials For one method or another… Or find the energy to measure out ingredients…. The building is on fire but I'm pretending it's not

 

[Hope:-)]

If anything holds me back it will be not having everything I need and fear of pain.

 

[gimzero]

I am alone living in a hellish country.

 

[MessedUp.]

My brother, i told him about my thoughts and he said he would understand if i do it but that it would really hurt him:/ im also friends with a girl online who is 3 years younger then me and i cant just leave her, she needs someone who she can trust and wont leave and i wanna show her that im someone who she can trust, i wont break my promise i cant

 

[Muach]

Murdering oneself. the act is the most dreadful,
I find it so hard to kill a spider.
how could the good God make it ones ultimatum??? Unbelievable.

Or there is no God, life is a natural phenomenon and ctb is just a given card.

 

[Fktw0rld]

A date. That gets closer with each waking morning. Until then, life isn't about living anymore. Just finding distractions.

 

[StarlightDreamer]

I still haven't written my last letters to people. Perhaps I'll work on them now.

 

[Degen]

Right now, its because I have a fear of buying stuff online, I don't want to get scammed and waste money.
Researching how to ctb is hard and meticulous. It reminds me of studying and my attention span is too short, plus its nerve wrecking
Also don't want to die fat but dieting is slow and prolonging my life

 

[Bitterman1996]

Both parents still alive. Afraid by dying I'll ruin everything even more