what is a song that has helped you in your suicidal journey?

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

The Smiths - Asleep

"Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go
There is another world
There is a better world
Well, there must be"

before my time but thank you so much for allowing me to discover this.

 

[mrwolf]

In the end - LP
Just google in the end subway.

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

The Smiths - Asleep

"Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go
There is another world
There is a better world
Well, there must be"

 

[reapandsow918]

 

[SlackJim]

(Radiohead, surprise surprise) mainly just because it's a good song, good mixture of depressing and uplifting

 

[Darkhaven]

 

[Deardaddy]

Chris Armstrong . Wonderful world .

 

[Polka]

 

[Daniela]

Feel good but I feel away
Walking down the street, lost my way
It's my reflection, but what's my name?
Every thought I had just runs away
Don't get hungry, makes me angry
Agitated hungry, frustrated angry
Wet, all the papers sticking to my shoe
And then, a crack-smokin' hussy getting in my way, too

Got my fingers in my ears, I can't hear you
What I don't hear, it can't upset me
What I don't know, I can't feel, it can't upset me
Don't touch me, don't stress me
Everything is everything
Good things come to those who wait, they say
If everything is everything
Good things come to those who wait, they say

Can't hear through my right ear
Can't see shit with the left eye
Wracking out money, can't eat, can't rest
Doctor been telling me I got the stress
Got me in a room to get undressed
I got the right tools, listen to my chest
Lookin' good, I passed the test
Life is cool, life gets me stressed

Got my fingers in my ears, I can't hear you
What I don't hear, it can't upset me
What I don't know, I can't feel, it can't upset me
Don't touch me, don't test me
Everything is everything
Good things come to those who wait, they say
If everything is everything
Good things come to those who wait, they say...

La, la, la...
Shallow water, Midget Mountain high
Beat me up, dress me out, hold you down
In your filthy way, singing me your big death song
Dysfunctional, deleted it a long ago
La, la, la...
Everything is everything
One tip, one tip: good things come to those who wait
If everything is everything, I need it, I need it
Good things come to those who wait
Time is morphine and I'm bleeding
Clock is ticking, always making me a little late
Shallow water, Midget Mountain high
Beat me up, dress me out, hold you down
Your filthy ways appeal to me
Dysfunctional
I don't want to know
I want it now, I want it now
I climbed to the top, dysfunctioning like I know he will go
Victimized, I can hear you when sing the filthy song
With the chorus
I deleted it, long ago
Slippery slope
Everything...
Everything is everything
One tip, one tip: good things come to those who wait
If everything is everything, I need it, I need it
Good things come to those who wait
I want it, I want it
Good things come to those who wait
I need it, I need it
I need it, I need it
I need it, I need it...

 

[passenger27]

I could've picked this whole album.

"There is no dark side of the moon really. Matter of fact it's all dark."

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

 

[RestingGirl23]

I am the Highway- Audioslave

I love these lyrics because it describes the experience of being in a long, lonely road but acknowledging your need for freedom.

Pearls of swine bereft of me
Long and weary my road has been
I was lost in the cities
Alone in the hills
No sorrow or pity for the leaving I feel
I am not your rolling wheels
I am the highway
I am not your carpet ride
I am the sky
Friends and liars don't wait for me
I'll get on all by myself
I put millions of miles
Under my heels
And still too close to you

 

[takeyourshotfunboy]

Curve are so underrated! Can´t find ¨pubic Fruit¨ anywhere

 

[BridgeJumper]

Simon and Garfunkel - Bridge Over Troubled Water
Emilie Autmn - 306
Chevy Levvet ft Kudzai - Follow me down
Entertainemnt For The Braindead - Between The Trees
The Spill Canvas - Take One Breath
Katy McAlliston - Another Empty Bottle
Faith No More - Last Cup Of Sorrow

Probably many more :)

Oh, and One More Light by Linkin Park

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

Curve are so underrated! Can´t find ¨pubic Fruit¨ anywhere

Wow they really are quite brilliant. I love Toni Halliday so much. One of my favorite bands.

Pubic Fruit was a US/Canada compilation issued on CD and cassette only of their first EPs that were never released in North America: Blindfold, Frozen, and Cherry.

The EPs are still available on their Bandcamp [https://curve.bandcamp.com/music] but I think they have opted out of including them in streaming services.

 

[takeyourshotfunboy]

Wow they really are quite brilliant. I love Toni Halliday so much. One of my favorite bands.

Pubic Fruit was a US/Canada compilation issued on CD and cassette only of their first EPs that were never released in North America: Blindfold, Frozen, and Cherry.

The EPs are still available on their Bandcamp [https://curve.bandcamp.com/music] but I think they have opted out of including them in streaming services.

Thanks so much!

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

(Self Harm Song) Please Don't Cut (Official Lyrics Video) Original song By MikelWJ

 

[Santiago]

A very unknown and underrated rapper called Poodieville

Here are some of my faves:

 

[WhiteDespair]

Three Days Grace - Never Too Late has a special place in my heart
Soul Asylum - Runaway Train
Krizz Kaliko - Hello Walls

 

[takeyourshotfunboy]

People have already mentioned The Cure, NIN, and The Smiths so I might as well chime in with this:




Tears are falling like sad autumn Leafs
Time is wasted you've destroyed everything around us
Sadness is embracing me with his cold Arms
Suicide is leading me, you are the Reason to my End
Depression rise again from the Bottom of my Soul
Desecration of my Heart, sentenced to Death
Sorrow is kissing me with her poisoned Lips
Sorrow embracing me and leading me to my Grave

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

''High hopes'' by Kodaline
''Colour of your life'', the polish song from Eurovision 2016

Don't listen if you plan to recover, they will kinda push you down deeper :(

 

[Daniela]

Suicide dance

 

[kiko]

I'm Not Afraid. Of all things, a song sung by Frank Sinatra, lyrics by Rod McKuen (an awful poet)... yet here I am. The last verse gets me everytimw

thanks for this really resonates a tone with me.

"Heres to the heart that is wise enough
To know when its better off broken."

 

[Fish_astronaut]

Sanctity by Dystopia. It's a bleak song with a lot of sound bites that make it all the more real. When I'm deep in an episode, this song helps me feel less alienated from every living thing.https://g.co/kgs/Z7F1vD

 

[MissNietzsche]

The first time I was going forth with my suicide plans a few years ago, I found the show Rick and Morty, and this scene hit me like crazy. I still listen to this song all the time. If I do ctb, I have like a 50% chance of this song being the one I choose to ctb to.

Another version for my fellow R&M fans:



EDIT: Favorite lyric: "Don't leave me, never leave me out"

 

[BPD Barbie]

 

[Mud.]

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Asleep by Emily Browning from the movie Sucker Punch

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Currently, One More Light by Linkin Park and Gone Too Soon by Daughtry.

 

[Grandexit]

The wasted years, the wasted youth.