Ai-chan
I deserve nothing but the worst
- Oct 16, 2022
- 55
Just to clarify, the car accident I recently got into isn't the only reason I want to ctb. There are many reasons I want to die, and most of them arent related to the car
However, it is serving as a very good chance to do so.
as it stands right now, I am not getting any benefits from anyone for the accident. Personal injury lawyers won't take my case because "I wasn't technically injured". Property damage lawyers won't take my case and go as far as to say it's basically my fault it happened. Work won't cover for it even though the accident happened while I was working. When I ask car insurance, they said they would "look into it" but "it's most likely 90% your fault"
The damage to my car is $2,000
I can't fucking afford $2,000. I don't even think I should be the one paying $2,000. Yet, all the decision makers who's opinion actually matter say otherwise. The cops didn't even bother to show up when it happened. When I go later to file a police report they wouldn't file one since "no one got hurt"
All that happened is that I was yelled at and insulted by the driver of the other vehicle. Btw, his van barely even has a dent
Now if I ctb…the tables will turn. Suicide includes sustaining injuries. The fucker from the other vehicle will have to pay big time. Maybe my job will too. I hope they do. They cut my wages anyway.
I have no reason to live anyway. As far as I'm concerned ctb-ing would be a net gain
However, it is serving as a very good chance to do so.
as it stands right now, I am not getting any benefits from anyone for the accident. Personal injury lawyers won't take my case because "I wasn't technically injured". Property damage lawyers won't take my case and go as far as to say it's basically my fault it happened. Work won't cover for it even though the accident happened while I was working. When I ask car insurance, they said they would "look into it" but "it's most likely 90% your fault"
The damage to my car is $2,000
I can't fucking afford $2,000. I don't even think I should be the one paying $2,000. Yet, all the decision makers who's opinion actually matter say otherwise. The cops didn't even bother to show up when it happened. When I go later to file a police report they wouldn't file one since "no one got hurt"
All that happened is that I was yelled at and insulted by the driver of the other vehicle. Btw, his van barely even has a dent
Now if I ctb…the tables will turn. Suicide includes sustaining injuries. The fucker from the other vehicle will have to pay big time. Maybe my job will too. I hope they do. They cut my wages anyway.
I have no reason to live anyway. As far as I'm concerned ctb-ing would be a net gain