
aludnelac
wayward weirdo
- Sep 15, 2021
- 55
it's hard to think of something happening in my life that would truly make me feel like i'm supposed to live, but i guess getting enough money to be comfortable would certainly stall me by a lot, and could be a motivator for me to feel more like a person with my own autonomy, so i guess just having that kind of freedom as a person would probably go a long way, since at least i'd be in a better environment than the shitty one i'm stuck in now, but ultimately i have a lot of issues with my head, and i'm not sure if even my dreams of having that kind of independence and autonomy through money would truly be enough to save me from all those bad feelings and mental instability devouring me..