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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
518
being single
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,561
What hurts me the most is being alive. It's life itself that is hurting me. I'm in pain because I am a human. It isn't even anything significant that's hurting me... it's just more so the motions of life itself that's hurting me
 
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DefinitelyReady

DefinitelyReady

Life is definitely not a song...
Mar 14, 2024
888
My husband of course tells me its not true, but I feel alot of times hes just saying that because hes my husband and hes stuck with me. Like I look back at stuff Ive said and done and I remember the look on his face and it just confirms my belief that he would have been better off marrying someone kind and normal instead of me.
He could've left; he didn't...
Im sure it wouldn't hurt to apologize for those things that you remember saying/doing. Little things like that can go a long way.
 
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Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
171
That I never tried to open up about my feelings when I was younger, maybe my life would have been different if I had received help then or maybe not ?
 
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katara

katara

tired all the time
Mar 17, 2022
147
People giving me hope and abandoning me.
Me opening up to people and them using the things that hurt me most against me.
The fact that I don't fit in anywhere, no one really understands what its like to expect the worst and be right every time, and then on top of it the same people who told me "not to worry and that things would get better" then minimize all of it.
I'm glad to finally see something relatable here because all i ever see is people who say they ignore potential friends and cut them off. It kind of feels weird seeing that repeated on here from people who then complain about not having friends. I recently had an online friend of 2 years stop talking to me.. so 😞
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,139
Myself. I hurt myself the most by sabotaging myself or just by being the way I am. Trying to change hurts me too because I usually end up making things worse for myself afterwards.
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,645
Consciousness. Besides of that having no partner and being lonely/ touch depraved.
 
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dragonofenvy

Mage
Oct 8, 2023
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Waking up, knowing that it's another day to go through.
 
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Serial Experi Pain

Serial Experi Pain

I hate me more :P
Sep 12, 2023
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I'm glad to finally see something relatable here because all i ever see is people who say they ignore potential friends and cut them off. It kind of feels weird seeing that repeated on here from people who then complain about not having friends. I recently had an online friend of 2 years stop talking to me.. so 😞
It's funny you say that, because I am absolutely guilty of pushing people away... It's actually one of my biggest flaws. I cannot trust that people mean well, because they never actually do. The ones I have trusted have only fucked me over so I learned to just be alone. Plus I'm so miserable I don't even want to subject anyone to me... I would love friends, but I'm so used to being rejected when I try or just not finding anyone who gets me that it feels like I shouldn't bother. Now I'm so old that there's nowhere to meet anyone, heh.
 
chiarax00

chiarax00

Persephone’s Child
Jul 5, 2024
4
this might sound dumb but it's almost been a year since my kitty passed away and i can't even say his name without weeping.
 
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Surreal

Surreal

Feel free to dm anytime!
Jul 7, 2024
16
Being used. Give plenty but receive nothing. Being ignored.
 
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reiII

reiII

maybe there's something more
Dec 5, 2023
55
to be hated by others and know i am hated (not just speculative)
 
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comabitvewombat

comabitvewombat

Comabat
Jun 7, 2024
4
Missed youth
This is me too. I was doing good until around 14 years old my mom told me I might as well drop out of school, brought abusive men in who gave me drugs and my years all melded together until I turned 18 and I moved out
 
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