What hurts you the most?

[eatantz]

being single

 

[ijustwishtodie]

What hurts me the most is being alive. It's life itself that is hurting me. I'm in pain because I am a human. It isn't even anything significant that's hurting me... it's just more so the motions of life itself that's hurting me

 

[DefinitelyReady]

My husband of course tells me its not true, but I feel alot of times hes just saying that because hes my husband and hes stuck with me. Like I look back at stuff Ive said and done and I remember the look on his face and it just confirms my belief that he would have been better off marrying someone kind and normal instead of me.

He could've left; he didn't...
Im sure it wouldn't hurt to apologize for those things that you remember saying/doing. Little things like that can go a long way.

 

[Metalhead]

That I never tried to open up about my feelings when I was younger, maybe my life would have been different if I had received help then or maybe not ?

 

[katara]

People giving me hope and abandoning me.
Me opening up to people and them using the things that hurt me most against me.
The fact that I don't fit in anywhere, no one really understands what its like to expect the worst and be right every time, and then on top of it the same people who told me "not to worry and that things would get better" then minimize all of it.

I'm glad to finally see something relatable here because all i ever see is people who say they ignore potential friends and cut them off. It kind of feels weird seeing that repeated on here from people who then complain about not having friends. I recently had an online friend of 2 years stop talking to me.. so

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Myself. I hurt myself the most by sabotaging myself or just by being the way I am. Trying to change hurts me too because I usually end up making things worse for myself afterwards.

 

[noname223]

Consciousness. Besides of that having no partner and being lonely/ touch depraved.

 

[dragonofenvy]

Waking up, knowing that it's another day to go through.

 

[Serial Experi Pain]

I'm glad to finally see something relatable here because all i ever see is people who say they ignore potential friends and cut them off. It kind of feels weird seeing that repeated on here from people who then complain about not having friends. I recently had an online friend of 2 years stop talking to me.. so

It's funny you say that, because I am absolutely guilty of pushing people away... It's actually one of my biggest flaws. I cannot trust that people mean well, because they never actually do. The ones I have trusted have only fucked me over so I learned to just be alone. Plus I'm so miserable I don't even want to subject anyone to me... I would love friends, but I'm so used to being rejected when I try or just not finding anyone who gets me that it feels like I shouldn't bother. Now I'm so old that there's nowhere to meet anyone, heh.

 

[chiarax00]

this might sound dumb but it's almost been a year since my kitty passed away and i can't even say his name without weeping.

 

[Surreal]

Being used. Give plenty but receive nothing. Being ignored.

 

[-nobodyknows-]

Loneliness

 

[VeryShy]

Mostly severe social anxiety and OCD.

 

[Dark Moon]

Missing out on life experiences, my youth, past trauma and being alive.

 

[reiII]

to be hated by others and know i am hated (not just speculative)

 

[comabitvewombat]

Missed youth

This is me too. I was doing good until around 14 years old my mom told me I might as well drop out of school, brought abusive men in who gave me drugs and my years all melded together until I turned 18 and I moved out