wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,827
The fact that I ruined my own life 5 years ago today. I had the world but i threw it away. Because i was dumb threw away my soul mate and all the happiness i could have had. I often wonder if i had not done what i did would I be happy? I would have never met the horrible people who abused me and raped me.
Mark Edward
Member
- Jan 19, 2019
- 62
My childhood.
In 1984 being incapable of telling a girl I cared deeply about that I loved her.
Making some very poor financial decisions in mid-life and their outcome.
In 1984 being incapable of telling a girl I cared deeply about that I loved her.
Making some very poor financial decisions in mid-life and their outcome.
WhiteRabbit
I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
- Feb 12, 2019
- 1,730
The thought of how upset my family will be after I CTB. The fact that i'm not close with my brother even though we were close in childhood.
The horrid decisions I made which consume me all day every day with guilt shame and regret
JadedGray
Life Eternal
- Jul 24, 2018
- 991
My entire life. I wish I had ended it a long time ago. The only fears I have now are either not succeeding and being stuck here indefinitely, or ending up in some purgatory after I die where I'm stuck like this for eternity.
LastFlowers
the haru that can read
- Apr 27, 2019
- 2,170
The mistakes and decisions I made or were made for me which closed many doors that could have led to a different ending, a life worth living.
Not being able to go back in time is a ghost that will never leave me until I'm gone. I didn't start out great either but there was a time when Hope was not all lost.
Not being able to go back in time is a ghost that will never leave me until I'm gone. I didn't start out great either but there was a time when Hope was not all lost.
I failed the 1 true thing that mattered: my little sister, whom I swore to protect.
That, and antidepressants.
Sometimes I wonder if I died on New Year's and went to hell.
That, and antidepressants.
Sometimes I wonder if I died on New Year's and went to hell.
Please_stop
Member
- Apr 8, 2019
- 45
Sanguinius
Chicken of ss
- Aug 9, 2018
- 291
to be an ideological teenager who has lost itself between all the ideas of Liberté, Égalité et Fraternité.
noonetoo
Specialist
- Mar 7, 2019
- 386
Midnight
Beyond solace
- Jun 30, 2018
- 624
18 or so years of depression... I thought i was at wits end a decade ago but now i'm just a working/walking corpse... The light is on but nobody is home. Not a tear shed for more than 15 years. It's as if my mind is designed to wring out this body as long as possible without killing it. I don't make much sense anymore. I have multiple things at the root of my depression but none as extreme as most above .. i can only feel sorry for the people who have had it worse than me and still wander this earth.
marcusuk63
CTB
- Mar 24, 2019
- 1,735
