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nightdriveecstasy

nightdriveecstasy

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Feb 9, 2026
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Im wondering what will happen to the human body if you ingest a small amount of SN everyday. Perhaps like 1/4 of a teaspoon everyday or something. Will you just drop dead and die randomly one day or will it be a slow and painful death? :(
 
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depressedmess

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I imagine it would be a slow painful death.
 
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closetoyou

closetoyou

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no you'll probably just vomit a lot
 
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knowledgeseeking

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Im wondering what will happen to the human body if you ingest a small amount of SN everyday. Perhaps like 1/4 of a teaspoon everyday or something. Will you just drop dead and die randomly one day or will it be a slow and painful death? :(
I imagine it start to slowly cause organ, tissue and neurological damage. This would be slow and cause painful symptoms that would eventually end you up in the hospital.

May I ask why you want to do this?
 
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nightdriveecstasy

nightdriveecstasy

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I imagine it start to slowly cause organ, tissue and neurological damage. This would be slow and cause painful symptoms that would eventually end you up in the hospital.

May I ask why you want to do this?
I do not plan on doing this as i suspect the same. Im just wondering if there are any slow burn methods as i cant seem to find the courage to 'set' a time to down the correct dosage of SN. :(
 
knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

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I do not plan on doing this as i suspect the same. Im just wondering if there are any slow burn methods as i cant seem to find the courage to 'set' a time to down the correct dosage of SN. :(
I'm glad you're not going to do this and understand. SN is in my CBT arsenal as well. Sitting down and doing it seems like scary things to put yourself through. I also spend time trying to figure out ways to mitigate all the side effects. My latest idea is to inject a strong sedative used for anesthesia, but others have brought up concerns about it inducing vomiting. Ugh
 
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nightdriveecstasy

nightdriveecstasy

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I'm glad you're not going to do this and understand. SN is in my CBT arsenal as well. Sitting down and doing it seems like scary things to put yourself through. I also spend time trying to figure out ways to mitigate all the side effects. My latest idea is to inject a strong sedative used for anesthesia, but others have brought up concerns about it inducing vomiting. Ugh
Yeah, ive tried before and i ended up backing out and having a panic attack. I laid out all my SN and stuff but chickened out as i started to think about afterlife theories, or the nothingness after death, or the feeling of knowing youre dying and i started freaking out.
Its so hard to CTB even though you know SN is objectively one of the better methods. I live in a country where getting other drugs like you mentioned is extremely hard and almost impossible so idk what to do.
 

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