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RadioGaga

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Jul 7, 2025
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Would you still die in 30 minutes to an hour or no? Would you be in pain? But STILL die? Or no? It's not worth it and not going to work at all. Like you won't die at all. Just be in severe pain?
 
Fadenself00_

Fadenself00_

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Sep 21, 2025
237
You would probably be in a torturous amount of pain. ('Exploding head syndrome')

I would also assume, regardless of the pain, this would be extremely unreliable.
 
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RadioGaga

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Jul 7, 2025
219
You would probably be in a torturous amount of pain. ('Exploding head syndrome')

I would also assume, regardless of the pain, this would be extremely unreliable.
Well unfortunately I don't have a choice… it's my ONLY method and I gotta do it FAST!!! :(.
 
Fadenself00_

Fadenself00_

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Sep 21, 2025
237
Well unfortunately I don't have a choice… it's my ONLY method and I gotta do it FAST!!! :(.

I still don't quite understand your post in regards to context. So, could you in theory do LS, but are unable to find your sweet spot? Or what is your situation?

(Also, mind telling me a bit more about it? Is there any alternative to ctb? Maybe I can give a tiny bit of advice (I have been through a lot) or something. Feel free to also PM me in that case, I'm happy to help 🫂)

Also note that, from what I've read and can confirm myself, acting on impulse, especially in regards to irreversible decisions, can leave you way worse off.
 
Hiro Uchiha

Hiro Uchiha

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
291
Just thinking about it is scary. Proper ligature strangulation in it self is terrifying, more so if done incorrectly. High risk imo.
 
Hangman.

Hangman.

Experienced
May 22, 2025
207
It will be extremely painful. The pressure will make you feel like your head and eyes will explode.
 
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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
219
I still don't quite understand your post in regards to context. So, could you in theory do LS, but are unable to find your sweet spot? Or what is your situation?

(Also, mind telling me a bit more about it? Is there any alternative to ctb? Maybe I can give a tiny bit of advice (I have been through a lot) or something. Feel free to also PM me in that case, I'm happy to help 🫂)

Also note that, from what I've read and can confirm myself, acting on impulse, especially in regards to irreversible decisions, can leave you way worse off.
I don't have much time and I can't REALLY find my spot on my throat and If anything I'd want to be a vegetable AT WORSE because eventually I'd HAVE to be let go right? lol. :(.
 
Fadenself00_

Fadenself00_

Experienced
Sep 21, 2025
237
I don't have much time and I can't REALLY find my spot on my throat and If anything I'd want to be a vegetable AT WORSE because eventually I'd HAVE to be let go right? lol. :(.
Can you go into detail with what you mean with 'much time'?
And no, you surely do absolutely not want to be a semi-conscious vegetable for even a single second, I can assure you that in terms of what I know is possible in terms of brain damage (medication induced in my case).

You may be left in that state for months or years.

Are you absolutely certain there is no other way? Did you have a situation like this before? Did the situation gradually build-up?

(I'm saying this, because there were so many situations where I thought it couldn't get worse; and it did.., and some of them I would have been able to break out with a bit more thinking of options/calming myself down)
 
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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
219
Can you go into detail what you mean with 'much time'?
And no, you surely do absolutely not want to be a semi-conscious vegetable for even a single second, I can assure you that in terms of what I know is possible in terms of brain damage (medication induced in my case).

You may be left in that state for months or years.

Are you absolutely certain there is no other way? Did you have a situation like this before? Did the situation gradually build-up?

(I'm saying this, because there were so many situations where I thought it couldn't get worse; and it did.., and some of them I would have been able to break out with a bit more thinking of options/calming myself down)
I don't have and can't get SN(don't even KNOW ANY sources, can't get high buildings anywhere near me, can't get a noose to hang myself etc! :(. ).
 
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Fadenself00_

Experienced
Sep 21, 2025
237
I don't have and can't get SN(don't even KNOW ANY sources, can't get high buildings anywhere near me, can't get a noose to hang myself etc! :(. ).
Oh, I mean like in general, your situation etc. Can you go in a bit more general detail about what's going on?
 
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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
219
Then it must be pretty bad, I'm so sorry :(

What type of padding and what type of string/lace did you try LS with?
Shoelaces, no padding, I JUST found out that my neck is TOO FAT AND BIG for the laces!!! 😭😭😭 so I can't even go and tie the half knot or the reef knot at the front!!! 😭😭😭
 
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