Sinkinshyp

Sinkinshyp

Paragon
Sep 7, 2020
947
I'll tell you when i return after i CTB............or i won't



The only thing i am skeptical about with psychics, is they are very good at making you give out information, without you actually knowing!

I have a heard a few people talk about experiences, I think i would need to experience it to believe.

Like if i go into a room and say absolutely nothing, they should be able to tell me everything if they are indeed psychic!!! thats my theory on it anyway!

I gave out no information. They told me. Now the couple that I was scammed out of money- they were not legit. They were trying to lead me to feed them. The ones I know had to be talking to me son- they didn't want me to feed them anything. Just yes or no answers to what they were saying.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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I gave out no information. They told me. Now the couple that I was scammed out of money- they were not legit. They were trying to lead me to feed them. The ones I know had to be talking to me son- they didn't want me to feed them anything. Just yes or no answers to what they were saying.

see now that's intriguing!!
 
nitroautnz

nitroautnz

Specialist
Sep 11, 2020
361
Like a sleep without dreams. Peacefull
 
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xaea13

Student
Jul 13, 2020
100
Hi All,

Planning to CTB fairly soon, feeling very content with it all. Just wondering what we all think happens afterwards?
What happened before you were born? Basically that.
(I cannot speak authoritatively though, as I clearly have never died before)
 
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I screwed up too bad

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Aug 31, 2020
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I hope it is being reunited with family that have passed. I miss them.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
2,904
What happened before you were born? Basically that.
(I cannot speak authoritatively though, as I clearly have never died before)

I never thought of it like that, valid point!! some fucker better not get pregnant, and pop another me out thats for sure!
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
800
We all have different beliefs. Personally, I believe when I die I will go to Heaven, because I accepted Jesus as my Savior.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Either nothing for the rest of eternity (very good) or we relive our lives exactly the same for the rest of eternity (very bad.)

I don't see anything else being possible.
 
SuicideBoys93

SuicideBoys93

I am the lord of loneliness.
Feb 10, 2020
324
I am gonna try to post a url, to see if it works?



I am not sure how many people are familiar with Andy Weir and his short stories. I like this one, "The Egg", and think it is a pretty radical concept.


My mind is blown. Such a scary, wild, and beautiful take on life.
 
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Invisible 73

Invisible 73

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Jun 22, 2019
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I want to believe in the scientific view that we fade into nothingness once consciousness is obliterated, but somehow I feel we probably reincarnate into another life
But not right away. It takes aprox 60 to 70 years for reincarnation.
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
Nothingness and there is no going back. Please think of and exhaust other options before CTBing as there is no return or life after death.

Even if it weren't the "right choice," if you succeed then you would definitely not regret it anyway so it doesn't even matter.
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
I am gonna try to post a url, to see if it works?



I am not sure how many people are familiar with Andy Weir and his short stories. I like this one, "The Egg", and think it is a pretty radical concept.

Whoever " Sends you on your way" in the egg is a false god.. you are already whole you don't need to be incarnated into a physical form.

Nothing good comes from a trapped life where u have to kill something everyday in order to live, grow into disease and become decrepit.

Not to mention being at the mercy of other people's dysfunction for a good portion of your beginning stages into a physical life. Unless of course you get extremely lucky.

this whole thing is a scam and we've been tricked either by guilt or whatever methods they use.

Do these false gods " love us? Maybe, but it's the same love a farmer feels that raises chickens or cows.

When you encounter someone on the other side tell them politely to fuck off.. if the real God is with you , you can't run away from his grace. Anyone else who has a " mission" for you is just a charlatan. Go your own way. Be your own guru now and forever
 
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SuicideBoys93

SuicideBoys93

I am the lord of loneliness.
Feb 10, 2020
324
It's currently 2:11am where I'm at. At 12:50 I woke to what sounded like a female outside of my house screaming. It startled my dogs. I looked at the window but could not see anything that would point to where the screaming is coming from. This is the second night in a row that I have heard this screaming come later in the night. Watching the egg video has in a rabbit hole of what is consiousnes. I have been contemplating lifes meaning and reasoning for existence and my marriage problems of course. Today has been an emotional rollercoaster.... Crazy how I was just sleeping now my mind is in overdrive...
 
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Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
It's currently 2:11am where I'm at. At 12:50 I woke to what sounded like a female outside of my house screaming. It startled my dogs. I looked at the window but could not see anything that would point to where the screaming is coming from. This is the second night in a row that I have heard this screaming come later in the night. Watching the egg video has in a rabbit hole of what is consiousnes. I have been contemplating lifes meaning and reasoning for existence and my marriage problems of course. Today has been an emotional rollercoaster.... Crazy how I was just sleeping now my mind is in overdrive...

Yours and everybodys existence is filled with struggle nobody is immune to it.. the same way a magnet has two polar opposites, those opposing forces create energy. There are celestial parasites that feed off that energy.. the struggle between two opposites..

it doesn't matter what side your on.. you are part of that machine.. the only way to win is to not play.. if u leave this life don't come back under any circumstances.
 
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Invisible 73

Invisible 73

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It's currently 2:11am where I'm at. At 12:50 I woke to what sounded like a female outside of my house screaming. It startled my dogs. I looked at the window but could not see anything that would point to where the screaming is coming from. This is the second night in a row that I have heard this screaming come later in the night. Watching the egg video has in a rabbit hole of what is consiousnes. I have been contemplating lifes meaning and reasoning for existence and my marriage problems of course. Today has been an emotional rollercoaster.... Crazy how I was just sleeping now my mind is in overdrive...

Maybe it's the banshee? My ex bff is from Ireland. It was a legend she grew up with over there. You heard her scream before someone was about to die.
 
Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,030
You know when you go to sleep and wake up hours later but it only feels like minutes and you have no dreams and remember nothing.
I like to think death is that space in between waking moments where there are no dreams. Consciousness is just blinked out and there is nothing and we don't even realise it.
This subject is dark and so fascinating.
DBD
 
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SuicideBoys93

I am the lord of loneliness.
Feb 10, 2020
324
Maybe it's the banshee? My ex bff is from Ireland. It was a legend she grew up with over there. You heard her scream before someone was about to die.
It was definitely creepy. Even had a car pass by the house not long after so I definitely did not mistake it for a possible car driving by. I may be crazy but my dogs barking let me know I was not the only one hearing this. I think what's even more odd is that next door the house is for sale. The other side of me it's just a male in the house. The screaming seemed really close.
 
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watsonsmith

watsonsmith

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Aug 31, 2020
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But not right away. It takes aprox 60 to 70 years for reincarnation.

In the Hindu traditions they say you apparently are bound to this existence as a ghost until you would have lived out your days had you not killed yourself.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Well, it depends on which scenario appeals to you sans scientific proof (if that's what you need). No-one can tell you for sure. I believe in re-incarnation as another opportunity granted to overcome humanness.
 
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Crumbledank

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May 14, 2020
44
Hi All,

Planning to CTB fairly soon, feeling very content with it all. Just wondering what we all think happens afterwards?

probably exactly the same experience you had of the year 1066: nothing.
 
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sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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i don't want to be reincarnated, i think it is like sleeping but without dreaming, nothing.
 
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esse_est_percipi

Enlightened
Jul 14, 2020
1,747
You know when you go to sleep and wake up hours later but it only feels like minutes and you have no dreams and remember nothing.
I like to think death is that space in between waking moments where there are no dreams. Consciousness is just blinked out and there is nothing and we don't even realise it.
This subject is dark and so fascinating.
It really is.
Imagine for the sake of argument that reincarnation is real.

Imagine also that it's possible for vast stretches of time to occur between one incarnation and the next.
So, person a might die, but only be reincarnated as person/entity b in 4 billion years, for example.
From a subjective viewpoint, those 4 billion years would be instantaneous, they wouldn't be 'felt'. It would be like a fraction of a second elapsing.

Time, life, consciousness, death, it's all so mysterious and bizarre.
 
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