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evey8112

evey8112

Member
Jan 25, 2021
84
For me i like spicy foods so hot wings,Sasa and chips, and hot sauce.
 
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StolenLife

StolenLife

Warlock
Sep 19, 2022
740
I'll miss strawberry ice cream.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Fried scallops, yum!
 
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On Replay

On Replay

What a day What a day
Sep 23, 2022
279
I love spicy foods ! Mmm if I could guess off the top of my head besides that , it'd be pasta . Alfredo pasta with broccoli and garlic bread
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,302
None. I don't find eating to be pleasurable, it's just another mundane repetitive hard work thing to do. Nothing brings me enjoyment. There is nothing that I could miss from this dreadful existence. I look forward to leaving everything behind and forgetting about this life.
 
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universe

universe

Experienced
Jul 15, 2022
241
I have eating disorders. At first, I thought it would be nice to taste such and such a dish before CTB. But these troubles will follow me to the end and will never leave me in peace, it's a vicious circle. So I try to detach myself from food as much as possible, not to think about it. Eating simple food, with little taste so as not to get attached to it and get worse. I would like to never have to feed myself again, for it to no longer be a vital need because the pleasure it can provide makes me suffer. Today, I have completely given up on this idea of enjoying food before I die. This distances me even further from human preoccupations. I just want to end it. I wish I never had to feed myself again. It's just an obligation for me, a constraint that makes me suffer.
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
hate to be that guy but you wont miss anything, youd be too dead to notice lol.

but if im playing along id say pizza and kfc.
Does beaver count
euwww u eat roadkill?
 
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HoneyandGlass

Student
Jun 22, 2022
131
Salted caramel ice cream.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
wholewheat spaghetti with extra virgin olive oil and fried soya chunks and tomato and garlic sauce and fried baby plum tomatoes all topped with grated leicester cheese
 
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toasterbath

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Jun 26, 2022
254
chocolate 🍫 🤤🤤
 
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NeverEndingPain

NeverEndingPain

So tired of struggling
May 8, 2022
286
I have eating disorders. At first, I thought it would be nice to taste such and such a dish before CTB. But these troubles will follow me to the end and will never leave me in peace, it's a vicious circle. So I try to detach myself from food as much as possible, not to think about it. Eating simple food, with little taste so as not to get attached to it and get worse. I would like to never have to feed myself again, for it to no longer be a vital need because the pleasure it can provide makes me suffer. Today, I have completely given up on this idea of enjoying food before I die. This distances me even further from human preoccupations. I just want to end it. I wish I never had to feed myself again. It's just an obligation for me, a constraint that makes me suffer.
I have an ED too. I have to force myself to eat. I get so much anxiety in regards to food/ eating.
 
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Hirokami

Hirokami

Out of order
Feb 21, 2021
607
Oatmilk chocolate. Good stuff.
 
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Someday_Somehow32

Someday_Somehow32

Member
Jul 20, 2022
90
Cookie Dough flavored anything
 
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sadstuffie

sadstuffie

Student
Aug 11, 2020
157
food is scary, but im also obsessed with it!! soooo I'll miss quesadillas & pancakes.
 
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DarknessAtNoon

DarknessAtNoon

Student
Apr 24, 2022
111
I already miss enjoying foods. A major reason my mental health has worsened to the point I want to CTB is because 5 years ago I went to an absolutely terrible dentist who drilled down a huge amount of enamel from all my teeth on the right side to "even out" my bite. He ended up absolutely ruining my bite, and a I haven't gone a day with out pain after I eat for five years now.
 
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MelancholyMagic

MelancholyMagic

For my next trick, I will disappear
Dec 12, 2021
221
None, and you will not miss anything either. You would no longer exist to reminisce in gustatory pleasure.
 
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crimson blue

My demons haunt me
Sep 29, 2022
90
Marinated chicken wings
Marinated chicken wings
 
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western_heart

western_heart

trying to save ourself
May 23, 2021
622
One of the main points of dying is that I will no longer be here to miss anything. I will no longer be.
(I won't miss off topic posts in the suicide section, that's for sure)

But. At this point, still alive, I already am missing the foods that my body is no longer healthy enough to consume. Beef. Lots of higher fat foods. Some veggies. I miss being able to eat fast food and fried stuff. When I am able to I custom order stuff without lettuce bc it slows my digestive down. No lettuce! I miss having enough appetite for a whole meal, to feel safe enough to prepare food for myself.
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,802
I already miss enjoying foods. A major reason my mental health has worsened to the point I want to CTB is because 5 years ago I went to an absolutely terrible dentist who drilled down a huge amount of enamel from all my teeth on the right side to "even out" my bite. He ended up absolutely ruining my bite, and a I haven't gone a day with out pain after I eat for five years now.
I'm so sorry that happened. A bad dentist can absolutely destroy our lives. A so called oral surgeon removed an impacted wisdom tooth from my lower jaw many years ago and damaged my inferior alveolar nerve causing permanent numbness in my chin. Have you consulted other dentists to see if your bite cannot be corrected?
 
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Drownedby

Member
Oct 10, 2022
8
I have eating disorders. At first, I thought it would be nice to taste such and such a dish before CTB. But these troubles will follow me to the end and will never leave me in peace, it's a vicious circle. So I try to detach myself from food as much as possible, not to think about it. Eating simple food, with little taste so as not to get attached to it and get worse. I would like to never have to feed myself again, for it to no longer be a vital need because the pleasure it can provide makes me suffer. Today, I have completely given up on this idea of enjoying food before I die. This distances me even further from human preoccupations. I just want to end it. I wish I never had to feed myself again. It's just an obligation for me, a constraint that makes me suffer.
OMG BRO I UNDERSTAND YOU SO FUCKING MUCH
THIS THING RUINED MY LIFE...
Btw porridge with peanut paste and bananas - cool thing
 
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Sadboyspecimen

Sadboyspecimen

Member
Feb 8, 2022
84
Definitely hot wings and the spicy beef and noodles dish I make a lot. I wanted to one day make my own chili paste to use in the recipe, but I don't really think I can last another year.
 
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Jadzia

Name is from Star Trek. I'm not from E. Europe
May 8, 2019
405
I won't miss anything when I'm dead because I'll be dead. I miss foods now though because of how seriously chronically ill I am. My diet it very limited. I wish I could eat a big Indian takeaway with all the trimmings.
 
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