CTB Fella

CTB Fella

Experienced
Dec 15, 2022
257
Nothing helps anymore, because I've taken so many overdoses that my tolerance level is so high.

When I overdose, I take 250+ tablets.

I just wish the cunts would let me pass peacefully, but I always wake up on life support.
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,632
I used to use cannabis but I stopped years ago, used to use Lexapro but stopped a year ago. Now I use alcohol.
If you'd like to share what drugs you use to cope, feel free to reply.
Adderall. It's the only anti-depressant (off-label use) that works instantly.
 
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Celerity

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Jan 24, 2021
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Adderall. It's the only anti-depressant (off-label use) that works instantly.
I tried Adderall a few years ago as a study/work aid. It worked for that, but it made me extremely anxious, but then I did not take a recreational dose.

To answer OP, booze is my guilty pleasure. Sometimes it helps. Sometimes it makes things worse. Lately, it has made things worse, but I still crave it. I guess that's addiction for you.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

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Booze makes me feel like ass the next day and makes me even more depressed.
 
Celerity

Celerity

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Jan 24, 2021
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Booze makes me feel like ass the next day and makes me even more depressed.
I have a pretty high tolerance for alcohol. It takes a lot to mess me up, but I do handle it less and less well as I get older. I may not get the classic hangover symptoms, but my stomach can be sensitive for days afterward. There are definitely better options, but it's cheap and readily available.
 
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Gonnerr

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Mar 12, 2023
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Benzos , .5 to 2.5mg per day depending on how i feel , i sleep very good between 8 and 11 hours almost every night.

Without that , i would go nuts and sleeping maybe 3 to 6 hours.

The CO and SN would already be in my body and i wouldn't be typing this.

Benzos are life savers for me , no side effects really but i still want to die , at 43 , im tired of life , its enough already, not everybody wants to go past 60 or 70.
 
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Rhizomorph1

Rhizomorph1

May you find peace in living or dying
Oct 24, 2023
624
SSRI : Sertraline
For sleep issues: Quetiapine
Casual alcohol : Wine & stout

12 hrs straight; shit man, that'll be good going!šŸ˜†
I've been told by people on reddit that it's quite fun what can I say hahaha
 
TheShadowKing

TheShadowKing

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Dec 5, 2023
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Weed Oxys/Percs Coke Ketamine Alcohol
 
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numbed one

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May 22, 2023
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I kind of tabaco that Can bƩ sniffed or put in thƩ mouth
 
sanlcx

sanlcx

Member
Oct 21, 2023
84
I got high on cannabis for the first time a few days ago (had never done any drugs before then) and i felt really good, hadn't felt good like that since forever, and it lasted for more than 8 hours too! I didn't smoke it, i ate a cannabis brownie.
 
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the_summoning

Member
Nov 8, 2023
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I haven't been formally diagnosed with any mental illness so I don't have access to any meds that may be helpful so I just smoke weed and occasionally do shrooms. It's not a long term solution though.

Kinda miss using it just to unwind instead of using to keep from killing myself.
 
ADeadBunny

ADeadBunny

šŸŖ¦ July 20th, 2003 - January 8th, 2024
Nov 19, 2023
131
Weed and whatever new benzo I get prescribed. Sometimes I'll save them up and do a couple lines on a weekend.

I really miss spice though. It's a horrible drug, but it's super addictive. I still crave it almost a year later. Used it chronically daily for over 2 years

For those who don't know, sometimes the super legit smoke shop will sell delta 8 vapes and delta 8 flower and sometimes those products don't have thc in any form in them at all. I got hooked on some of those. After about 6 months of use I realised that I literally couldn't function without them. Withdrawals took 2 weeks and they were hell. If I didn't have real weed to smoke during them, I probably would've died from withdrawals alone. Woulda been cool with that if it wasn't so excrutiating.
 

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