what drug would make me feel the most numb/carefree?

[snafu]

i was thinking if i cant get my hands on sn ill probably more than likely be jumping, but id like to take some sort of drug to help me get over the fear of jumping in specific and maybe lessen the pain so what would be the best for that? i was thinking xanax but that makes u super tired

 

[TheEndIsPeace]

Opium or any of its derivatives.

 

[wannabeangel]

out of everything i tried either some sorta opioid like the person above said or dissociative like ketamine, like not enough to khole cant jump while in another dimension or unconscious, but i like the state where i can still move and my mind is half shut off while my body is physically almost completely numb. jumping (at least properly aka instant death) should be painless im pretty sure, the shock to your body knocks you out faster than your body can feel the pain. other than that just drinking a lot seems easiest. jumping seems so risky but it's still in my back pocket as an option as it still seems painless if i jump from high enough, accessing a high roof just sounds hard as fuck. i feel like drugs alone wont get rid of the fear completely, but they sure do make it easier to act on impulse

 

[snafu]

out of everything i tried either some sorta opioid like the person above said or dissociative like ketamine, like not enough to khole cant jump while in another dimension or unconscious, but i like the state where i can still move and my mind is half shut off while my body is physically almost completely numb. jumping (at least properly aka instant death) should be painless im pretty sure, the shock to your body knocks you out faster than your body can feel the pain. other than that just drinking a lot seems easiest. jumping seems so risky but it's still in my back pocket as an option as it still seems painless if i jump from high enough, accessing a high roof just sounds hard as fuck. i feel like drugs alone wont get rid of the fear completely, but they sure do make it easier to act on impulse

thank you..,
and yes that was my thought exactly. its kind of a backup option for me and i know drugs wont erase the fear but itll atleast help a LOT you know? if i'm inebriated beyond comprehension itll be much easier for me to just say fuck it and do it lol

 

[Acidic_Fries]

I read about phenibut. Unfortunately I'm too much of a pussy to try it because it might I teract with my other meds I take every day.

You might want to read about it if it doesn't interact with your meds.