What does it feel like to throw up intentionally?

[seobug]

Does it feel satisfactory? I want to try it out, and I might buy a utility pen knife to relieve stress of living. I want to try out self harm to see if I feel any better, but I'm already harming my health by eating a lot and bed rotting scrolling on the internet to forget about everything. I would take drugs or alcohol, but I don't have friends to actually hop onto stuff like that, and no serious money.

 

[thebookofdisquiet.]

No, it feels disgusting.

 

[swaraj]

Mostly absolutely horrid. I used to do it as part of my eating disorder "rules". It used to physically feel deathly, but mentally it used to give me peace only because my mentality was "the more i starve, the better I will be treated". I would not advise it to anyone as it has long term consequences for your health and eating habits. Body dysmorphia and sexual abuse led me to it, I don't think it can be made into a habit just for pleasure.

 

[アホペンギン]

It feels horrible.