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EtherealCicada

EtherealCicada

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Sep 28, 2025
4
What do you want to happen to you body after you pass/What do you think is most likely to happen to it?

For the first question, you can be as unrealistic or greedy as you want.

The thought of decomposing fully brings be great comfort. I want my body to break down, feeding all of my currently useless mass back into the earth. I'd love to be able to watch it happen, to see the bacteria, bugs, animals, fungi come to feast on the fallen flesh of my corpse and bring me back into the ground to supplement the forest floor too.

...Unfortunately once my body is found, humans will not leave it in place and will process it before this becomes a full possibility. I've already grieved my own death, but my stupid ass has recently been grieving the unfortunate timing my CTB month has fallen on. I'm going to be attempting a few months earlier than I had anticipated, which leaves my suicide in the middle of winter. Goddamn December. The reason I am sad about this is because originally, even though I know I won't fully decompose, my brain is like "we will still get a little decay as a treat"- We'll get a little bit of the natural process in before the body is found. But seeing as we tend to get in the negatives of degrees during winter, especially at nighttime which is when I plan on acting, I'm thinking my body will be found... Unfortunately pristine. I'm sad.

Anyway, after... There's no money for burials or embalming or funerals or anything like that. I'll definitely be cremated, as that's the cheapest option. I'll likely end up on my family's shelf, and if I'm lucky, make it into some nice jewelry.

Sorry if this is a strange post or my thoughts seem disjointed (?) shoutout to this one ancient tumblr post.
 

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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,518
I just want it to be erased and forgotten about like I never existed at all which is what will happen, we are all going to die anyway, existing is just waiting to die and to permanently cease existing and never suffer in this torturous, futile existence ever again is just all I hope for, I wish for no more suffering.
 
$yck

$yck

swaggot
Oct 23, 2025
3
I want to be cremated, have my old friends smoke my ashes in a blunt and have the rest thrown in Niagara Falls or something.
 
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Ladyybugged

Ladyybugged

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Oct 21, 2025
16
Cannibalism, but i'll prob be buried ig.
 
divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Cremated and ashes thrown into the ocean
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
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Answer to both questions: Ravens and crows (there is an overpopulation in my area) will eat my hanging body.
 
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perishsong

perishsong

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Sep 10, 2025
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I second the fantasy of decomposition. I wish I could become a decaying sack of organic matter for non-human organisms to use. Ideally, no human intervention would happen until I'm bones reclaimed by nature. I'd love to be food for scavengers, dead matter for decomposers, nutrients for plants and fungi, and finally scaffolding for all the beings. This is where I belong.

... realistically, some passerby will probably find my rotting carcass, I'll be buried with my grandma and "celebrated", then once everyone moves on, I'll get a cheap candle on my grave once or twice a year.
 
pomie

pomie

Nothing is real, except for Shadilver
Sep 14, 2025
38
i wish i could just despawn, no body. i dont want to be found, or seen. I want to be left the fuck alone
 
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gomikasu

gomikasu

Member
Jun 2, 2023
44
My plan is to donate my body to science. In an ideal world I'd be dying via an overdose and my brain could potentially yield useful information on depression. Unfortunately we don't live in an ideal world and I'm blowing my brains out, but at least my body can contribute more to society than I ever could.
 
Gunthertempname

Gunthertempname

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Oct 22, 2025
4
I most likely would want my organs donated so that whenever im gone my body could be used for something somewhat important
 
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Loaf

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Oct 15, 2025
5
For me, it'll most definitely be just a standard funeral. For a few days, the people i know would be thinking about me for once. That would be nice. I wish i could watch them.
 

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