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anopenwound

anopenwound

I̸'̷m̵ ̸g̶o̷i̶n̵g̷ ̶h̵o̶m̶e̶.̵
Jul 27, 2024
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What thought would you focus on to comfort yourself and prepare yourself for the journey to the other side? What would be the thing that gives you a sense of peace? Would you focus on the negatives instead to further convince yourself that CTB was the right choice?
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
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What thought would you focus on to comfort yourself and prepare yourself for the journey to the other side? What would be the thing that gives you a sense of peace? Would you focus on the negatives instead to further convince yourself that CTB was the right choice?
The latter. I would have to remind myself of how much I've suffered to overcome the last SI and take the plunge.
 
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wayn

wayn

orange cats are so cute
Oct 3, 2024
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Maybe something like what it was like before I born, and thinking about stuff like this universe will also day one day, and death is part of the life.. Stuffs like this probably
 
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Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
512
The former. I would hope that it is all positive and the only possible distress would be from the physical symptoms I have to endure. But with SI, who knows. I do know that I'll be thinking "I hope this fucking works" a lot throughout the process.

What would give me the most peace is knowing that eternal non-existence follows death. That my plan will succeed, and that I won't endure any symptoms beyond what I am expecting. These three things would be all I need. But none are guarantees. The first, no one knows what happens after death. The second, my chances of success are very good, but no method is 100%. And the third, well, every person's body is different so there's no telling how mine will react.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
I'll probably be trying to think of how much my Doberman loved me.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
I want to think about my partner. How much I love them. How they have illuminated my life.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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The idea of reuniting with my spirit fam. Yes, I know theres no proof that will happen but it comforts me anyways
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,120
I just want to think about how soon I'll be at peace, free from this cruel, torturous existence with all finally forgotten about for me, I just want death to bring me peace from all this suffering, I only hope and wish to never exist again, ceasing to exist truly would be the only relief for me, I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would have wished for.
 
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Thisisnotaname

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2024
426
My last throught will probably about if my death will change something
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
1,075
A hollow point .357 round or a 12 gauge slug. Either or.
 
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anopenwound

anopenwound

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Jul 27, 2024
180
To answer my own question: I wanna think about how good my friends' lives will be without me. It's gonna be nice, going knowing that I finally did the right thing.
 
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whatnowbruh

Member
Oct 7, 2024
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What thought would you focus on to comfort yourself and prepare yourself for the journey to the other side? What would be the thing that gives you a sense of peace? Would you focus on the negatives instead to further convince yourself that CTB was the right choice?
Hey what's CTB ?
 

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