In my case suicide is the rational solution to escape from meaningless suffering in an existence so unappealing, I see suicide as something very much positive as it's the one escape from the futile and torturous burden of existing as a human where there is unlimited potential for harm with no limit as to how much one can suffer. For me suicide solves what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, to have the option to peacefully die would be so beautiful and ideal to me, I only wish for non-existence, to have the ability to exist was never desirable in the first place, I'd always prefer to not exist no matter what.