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witchcraft

witchcraft

it's too painful to live but I'm too afraid to die
Nov 27, 2024
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I don't know. Just two nights ago I broke my necklace with a cross on it.

Bought it over 10 years ago in Colorado. I live elsewhere in the Midwest US; was just there on a week-long trip. Never been back since then.

I am suffering so much and *it as if* He does not give a single fuck.

I threw my broken necklace with a cross on it, in the trash.

It's gone now to a landfill. Real silver too.

I'm done.

And no. I'm not an atheist. I don't judge people who are, aren't, are confused, whatever, about their relationship with some god.

I fucking hate it here. That's all I know. I—fucking—hate it here.
 
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SDB

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Jul 21, 2025
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If there is one, it's likely nothing to do with any world religion or human conception. If we live in a simulation, we won't meet its creators when we pass. Does every human on every culture ever meet them? Unlikely
 
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MrsT-800

Be the helper of my soul O God
Nov 25, 2025
19
God is good. I love my Lord. I know He is good and just and right. But the suffering... I know the world is imperfect, He is perfect, and I cannot deal with this world any longer. I despair, I wish I can better use the life He give me, but I just can't. I'm nervous to die.
 
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LadyEve

Patience and resolve will get me there
Mar 29, 2026
18
God as in the abrahamic diety?
He's as real as any god pagan or otherwise.
But to be more curious. I would say that God or any god is simply a philosophy of society/culture personified. So I think. God is as the tanakh, Bible, and Quran describe.

Thank you for asking ✨️
 
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Apr 1, 2026
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Not that I believe in the afterlife or a ominent being like God. But if there was an afterlife. I would like Heaven to be like American Horror Story, like it would be like a life if I was a born a man and had a much better life than here... Or as a ghost.
 
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Patience and resolve will get me there
Mar 29, 2026
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Not that I believe in the afterlife or a ominent being like God. But if there was an afterlife. I would like Heaven to be like American Horror Story, like it would be lioke a life if I was a born a man and had a much better life than here... Or as a ghost.
So heaven would be like an anthology (a series of seemingly unrelated stories, with an underlying connecting factor.)
The connecting factor in heavens anthology being your experience.
I actually love that hypothesis so much! Very intriguing concept. Not to dissimilar from the tv show, the good place's, premise for the afterlife.

Very solid watch if you every find yourself needing a new show to binge.
 
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mjolnir

The One Who Falls From the Sky
Nov 15, 2025
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I don't believe one exists, but I understand that people find some comfort in imagining what it might be like.
 
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Not that I believe in the afterlife or a ominent being like God. But if there was an afterlife. I would like Heaven to be like American Horror Story, like it would be like a life if I was a born a man and had a much better life than here... Or as a ghost.
There likely is a god like being, but it's nothing to do with religions of the world
I don't believe one exists, but I understand that people find some comfort in imagining what it might be like.
There likely is a god like being, but it's nothing to do with religions of the world
 
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