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kirillbledny

kirillbledny

CZ, 23yo, M
Aug 20, 2026
144
I think it's nothing, the same as the nothing from before one is born. I'm curious to know what you guys think, wish or believe in.
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
882
I also believe its just emptiness the same way as before we was born

I think its the same experience as when we sleep wayout dreams just a emptiness that we don't experience anything, no conspt of time
 
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locustspawning

locustspawning

the funeral dancer on the outer wave
Sep 19, 2026
24
probably nothing. it's not what i wish for but it's what i believe in
 
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FoolClimax

Member
Jun 26, 2026
58
I like to believe it will be a life I would construct in my head just moments before.....
 
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kirillbledny

kirillbledny

CZ, 23yo, M
Aug 20, 2026
144
I like to believe it would be a life I would construct in my head just moments before.....
I heard a very interesting near death experience from a woman who attempted FSH and was "dead" for a few minutes. She saw her bf and two kids in a sunny meadow, and sat with them for a while until they said it's not her time yet and she still needs to live. So I do wonder if that's just the brain shutting down, or if there is actually something there. Either way, if that's what dying actually feels like, then it really doesn't seem that bad.
probably nothing. it's not what i wish for but it's what i believe in
What do you wish for?
 
tonicer

tonicer

Mage
Nov 13, 2025
550
Heaven or Hell (if you killed or raped someone) and reincarnation if you want to, probably even on other planets than earth because with a universe that is infinite there are infinite other planets with life on them.
 
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